I am 11dpo, tested last night and it was BFN. I don't know what to think, whether to be happy about this or not. The reason being with my DS, I got a BFP 2 weeks after AF was due. With my m/c, I got a BFP on 11dpo. So do I want the BFP to show late f it is going to for superstitious reasons? I just feel like if everything follows the same path as with my son, maybe it will stick this time. I know that's crazy and each pg is different, but I am almost happy it didn't show positive yet. I hope if it waits for AF, it isn't 2 whole weeks again though! That's a LONG time to wait on top of the 2ww. I feel very pg, sore sore boobs, nauseated, fatigued and TMI constipated beyond belief for no reason. I hope this is it! I need to go buy some FRERs though, as my Target brand ones are blue dye and I hate them. Anyone else on 11dpo and testing? Want to compare symptoms?

I need something to hold onto here.