have decided

beccasmom7718 · #1 November 14th, 2009, 08:36 PM

I have been sitting here and thinking for a while...SO and I have discussed everything and we both think its better if we stop trying....we wont be preventing..so if it happens it happens...but right now we have 3 little boys we are taking care of who need all of us and all our love..plus my daughter. In a few months we are going for custoday of SO's son and guardianship of his brothers.
I think God has a plan for everyone and he wouldnt have put these little ones in my path if they werent part of the plan. I wanted to have a big family and he knows that..maybe he is just waiting until these little guys are taken care of to bless us with a baby of our own.
And if that isnt in his plan...there are tons of little ones waiting to find their forever homes...SO is the most understanding and open hearted man i know.
So i think i will let God decide. But my decision is to stop trying....ti will happen if its meant to.

Im praying for all of you for BFP's and I will let you know if i get one anytime soon.
I took a test today and it was BFN( couldnt wait til the 20th)

TeresaSuperMama · #2 November 14th, 2009, 08:44 PM

Awe bless your heart. I hope that this break is good for you and that you are pleasantly surprised with a blessing when you least expect it!

momof6lopez · #3 November 14th, 2009, 09:50 PM

You are a very wonderful person, and God is smiling down on you tonight. May he bless you and your new family and the lo awaiting your future. (near, I hope)

Kary♥RN · #4 November 14th, 2009, 10:19 PM

HUGS..... It sounds like you have a lot on your plate... I hope everything works out with SO's Son (and brothers) and who knows what will happen with the NTNP.. a surprise BFP in the future?? HUGS!

HopefulMommy81 · #5 November 14th, 2009, 11:20 PM

I wish you all the best and hope that everything works out and enjoy having all the little ones in your house and hopefully God will bless you with your own soon!

Mel1979 · #6 November 15th, 2009, 12:44 AM

Wishing you the best for the future and hope you get your surprise BFP really soon!

zkat · #7 November 15th, 2009, 05:07 AM

The most special people in the world are those willing to take care of the children who seem to get forgotten. It makes my heart so full to hear you fight for these little ones. My sister is adopting siblings that are in the system due to neglect and I am in awe of her and her husband every day for their selflessness. She has been ttc for 6 years with 3 losses and has recently decided to prevent until after she is guardian for the children. It was a very tough decision for her, just as it is for you, but she knows in her heart she is doing the right thing.

Your siggy says it all: Fully Rely On God - and he will take care of you.

PS - Please keep me posted on the custody and guardianship. I will pray for those little ones every day until they are in your care.

Kat.

farasha · #8 November 15th, 2009, 06:57 AM

HUGS. I know it's been a lot with things going on, and I'm glad the children will be safely with you. I wish you the best and a surprise BFP when the time is right!

..Penelope.. · #9 November 15th, 2009, 09:24 AM

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Originally Posted by zkat

The most special people in the world are those willing to take care of the children who seem to get forgotten. It makes my heart so full to hear you fight for these little ones.

Kat, I hope you don't mind that I quoted you. That was so well put, and it reflected how I feel so well!

Becca, you are a truly wonderful person. I hope that everything goes great for you. Please KUP!