[.:Shortcake:.]

And BFN! I'm not going to lie I pretty much already knew that this wasn't going to be my month. I'm just not feeling it. And I know that its still early but I just am feeling very negative this month. I'm sorry ladies I'm just not good company right now. I think DH and I are going to quit "trying" for now. It if happens then wonderful but I'm not sure how much longer I can try with MA and use OPKs. I'm just so tired of it all. It should not be this hard to get pregnant.

[sportsmom2]

Hugs!!

I am right there with you... although I should have started AF yesterday or possibly today. Tested this morning with FMU and it was a BFN, not even a hint of another line.

Don't get too down on yourself... go treat yourself with something special! Hope you cheer up soon!

[farasha]

Oh hugs... I hope for a surprise BFP for you. Chin up babe. You'll get there. Whatever you decide to do, I hope that BFP has to be waiting around the corner for you!

[~Lynda~]

i totally agree with what you said. it shouldn't be this hard to have a baby!!! HUGS to you girl!! sometimes not trying and not stressing is just what is needed. good luck

[momof6lopez]

Ditto, it should not be this hard. Im sorry for your BFN this morning, and pray you are pleasantly surprised in a couple of days.

[krystal g]

I'm sorry Katie, you're right, it shouldn't be this hard. I hope it is just too early for you and still get a BFP this month. HUGS.

[Trish36]

Shortcake..sorry for the BFN! I hear ya on the NTNP part. It's so time consuming and expensive to do the MA and then to still get a BFN is so frustrating. I hope that you are wrong and still see a BFP this month!!

[..Penelope..]

I'm sorry, Katie

[.:Shortcake:.]

Thank you ladies. I hate being so negative and usually I'm not but its been almost a year since I lost my son and that was 10 days before Christmas last year... afterwards DH and I kept saying well hopefully we will have a baby by next Christmas... then it was hopefully we will be pregnant for Christmas... and now I'm thinking... the worst.

[Kary♥RN]

Katie... HUGS.. I know what you are feeling... I just passed my year mark from my first loss... If you would have told me.. this was the way it would be I would have called you a liar... It sucks.. But you are early... Untill AF shows... you are still in!!! HUGS!!!