[brandi.lyn]

Hey ladies! I'm happy to be joining you here~ My names Brandi I'm 22, I have 3 children who are 4, 2, and 9 months -- I had a recent loss (this past week) we found out last Thursday at 9w2days that I had a blighted ovum..did a natural (medication induced) miscarriage this weekend, started bleeding on Saturday, It was the most painful thing I have ever gone through...I went to bed pregnant on Friday and Saturday woke up in pain and obviously not pregnant.. ... It's a horrible thing to experience and I'm glad that there is a place here for all to support and encourage...Anyways, I had my 2nd beta level drawn today, she will be calling me tomorrow with the results to make sure my levels are going down... My bleeding has been very minimal since Saturday evening....and I hope its totally gone soon..My Dr. never gave me a time when I can start trying again so after the bleeding is done, we'll be on our way to TTC again, I'm so excited and yet terrified at the same time..It may take us a few months but I'm hoping to get a BFP by Feb 2010! I've found out I was pregnant with my 2nd child at my 1sts 1st birthday, and found out I was pregnant with the 3rd, at the 2nds 1st birthday! So hopefullly I can keep the pattern going we'll see!

I look forward to being here and getting to know all you ladies!!

[Celena]

Brandilyn! I am very sorry to hear about your recent loss and hope that you recover quickly physically. How are you doing emotionally?

[Trish36]

I'm so sorry for your loss!!! HUGS!!!!!

[Kary♥RN]

Brandi I am so sorry for your loss.. HUGS.. Welcome to the board.. Please jump in and join us. The ladies and support are the Best! I hope your stay here is short and you get your BFP quickly! HUGS!

[BabyLove23]

Brandi ~ Im so sorry for your loss!! My DR told me to start trying after my Beta's went down to 0, and I past a full cycle. However, I also heard some Dr's say wait 3 cycles before trying again :-(

Wishing you the best of luck :-) Let us know how the BW comes back!

[noworries]

I'm sorry to have to welcome you here but the ladies here are amazing. Jump right in.

[*MomofO&Nat*]

Hi Brandi,
So sorry to hear your story. I am glad you are joining us though, it is a tremendous support here. My OB said when levels are at 0 and I had 1 cycle, I could start TTC again. Hope that helps!

[brandi.lyn]

thanks ladies! hopefully she calls tomorrow with good news that my levels are going down quickly... and I hope this blleeding stops soon so I can have a normal cycle and begin already!!

Originally Posted by Celena

Brandilyn! I am very sorry to hear about your recent loss and hope that you recover quickly physically. How are you doing emotionally?

thank you-- My emotions are soo up and down about everything-- I was just beginning to come to terms with being a mother of 4 and getting very excited with how are life was going to be like, all of our family knew, our kids knew (the ones that understand) and then it was quicky taken away....I'm more having problems with the fact that we now have to start the process all over again, it's a fun process don't get me wrong but the anticipation sickens me and I just want to be pregnant... ......blah.......but I'm happy...don't get me wrong.... I'm happy

[iVari]

I am so sorry for your recent loss It's a hard thing to go through both emotionally and physically. I'm hoping that you get back on track very soon and have a BFP before you know it