Have you ever gone through months of no hope and then come into a month with hope? It sounds so weird but for some reason the last couple days I am actually hopeful for this cycle. Which is totally dumb because my cycle last month threw me off and I have no idea where I am, or when she is due or when I am going to O and we haven't BD once this month because we were all sick again. But I have this weird feeling of hope... I am losing my mine

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