OK seriously grrr stuipid IPS

JessP · #1 December 11th, 2009, 06:06 PM

I wish that things were more obvious you know... I think these are IPS.
So had some spotting which lately simply means we aren't preggo at this point I am sad but trying to be like whatever. It was once last night and once this morning on the TP.
Then this evening I saw a commercial for the St. Judes Hospital and wanted to burst into tears. We were at the theatre so I controlled myself but seriously I was tearing up. Then I took DD to Fred Meyer for a new jacket and almost fainted and wanted to vomit. Not just a queasy feeling like I thought dang I should leave it was that bad. I don't know what to think now. I get ****** when I pms not crying. If you can spare a prayer for me, pray that this is our bfp. I would really appreciate it. I am trying not to get hopeful but at 9dpo that could have been IB.... Ok the crazy lady is going to make dinner now LOL.

zkat · #2 December 11th, 2009, 06:11 PM

Jessi - when I had my BFP, my IB was at either 9 or 10 dpo. I think it sounds hopeful, especially the crying - big clue for me. I will say prayers for you.

missy123 · #3 December 11th, 2009, 07:00 PM

Good Luck Crazy Lady! I hope you get your BFP!!! What you are describing is what it was like for me when I was pregnant.

JessP · #4 December 11th, 2009, 07:23 PM

Thanks ladies

. I hope so.

MeganMomof5 · #5 December 11th, 2009, 07:23 PM

I hope they aren't IPS, and they are the real thing!!!

BTW where in washington do you live? I live in washington too...I read Fred Meyer and I was like HEY LOL (One of my favorite stores)

JessP · #6 December 11th, 2009, 10:11 PM

We live about an hour north of Seattle. I love Fred Meyer they have everything especially stuff I don't NEED LOL. Where are you located?

HopefulMommy81 · #7 December 11th, 2009, 10:27 PM

I really hope it was IB and you get your BFP in a few days!!! Good luck!

SkyBaby · #8 December 11th, 2009, 11:52 PM

I hope you get your bfp soon and that these IPS are the real thing!! *hugs*

JessP · #9 December 12th, 2009, 10:01 AM

Nope I think its just IPS or being super run down. I feel like I am gonna be sick but the spotting is picking up steam. Looks like we are out. And we are TTA next month/cycle. So we will be trying again mid January. Good luck to all those who are still counting down.

MeganMomof5 · #10 December 12th, 2009, 10:44 AM

Oh you probably don't live too far from me...I live in Bellingham...I'm sorry about the spotting

~InHisHands~ · #11 December 12th, 2009, 11:43 AM

Kary♥RN · #12 December 12th, 2009, 02:52 PM

Jess I am sorry that you think you are out... HUGS.

JessP · #13 December 13th, 2009, 07:56 AM

Meganmomof5 I am in Bellingham all the time. Its about an hour but I go up like once a week for work sometimes more often.

Thanks everyone. I keep hopeing but you all know how that goes. I just don't see it happening. Super sad

.

HopefulMommy81 · #14 December 13th, 2009, 08:05 AM

So sorry, Jess!1 Is AF here full force yet? When is she actually due? I hope she decides not to come and goes far far away (from all of us!)!!

KDD · #15 December 13th, 2009, 09:36 AM

I'm sorry Jessi. Maybe January will be your lucky cycle.

PS - my parents live in BC - only a few hours from Bellingham.

MeganMomof5 · #16 December 13th, 2009, 10:39 AM

Wow! I've been meeting alot of people from around this area on JM lately.

oh and BTW it's snowing really hard right now.

Celena · #17 December 13th, 2009, 10:59 AM

Jessi I'm not giving up hope on you yet, PRAYING TO GOD that you get a SURPRISE

for Christmas!!! I so wish I were in WA still, I'd drive to your house in a heartbeat and bring you some goodies to cheer you up!

..Penelope.. · #18 December 13th, 2009, 11:29 AM

Oh Jessi, I'm sorry

Sending you lots of baby cooties for next cycle! (Unless you are not for sure out yet?)

and love!

JessP · #19 December 13th, 2009, 01:30 PM

She isn't here full force. In fact I keep running to the bathroom because there isn't anything except lots of cm

. So I would have expected light bleeding if I was following the pattern for the last couple months. Maybe, gosh she is Due Wednesday so two more days. I just need to not think about it.... Right like that would happen. Celena thanks I would love to see you

. Megan it is snowing here today to, not super hard but enough to leave a pretty dusting. Thanks Kimberly, we are actually taking next cycle off if this one didn't work. Give my body a break and not have another at the same time as my DS. Thanks P I love your baby cooties. And no not fully out I just figured I was doing the same thing as the last 5 months....