[alethia]

i tested on Monday and got a positive - but i started spotting today - first pink but then some bright red so it look like i'm having another chemical pregnancy - i'm super bummed! I can't get them to stick. This will be my 3rd loss this year. sorry just wanted to b*tch about it. I think i'm more upset right now because we just had a m/c last month that was around 7/8 weeks. In March when we had an early early loss it wasn't as hard as it feel right now - i guess i was super excited about getting prego again so quickly - that made the disappointment that much more. Thanks for listening ladies.

****UPDATE******

soooooo the spotting stopped Tuesday was pink, red once or twice, then pink; Wed just pink and then it stopped...i've been taking preggo tests the entire time and instead of the line getting lighter or going away it's getting stronger on less sensitive tests. So just MAYBE this little bean is going to stick. I'm not super optimistic but if AF doesn't come by the time my doctors office opens next week and i'm still getting BFP's I'll go in and get my levels drawn. Wish me luck!!!!

[mommy x 10]

I'm so sorry

[Kary♥RN]

I am so sorry... my heart sinks when I see posts like this... Hy heart is breaking for you. HUGS.... I know what you are feeling... going through one loss is hard enough.... but more.... it is just imaginable... Three.. losses is just too much.. I know. HUGS.. Please PM me if you want to talk.. I lost three in 11 months. It is hard. And the wave of emotions... I am here if you need to talk. HUGS

[~InHisHands~]

[dancefever]

I'm so sorry hun!

[*MomofO&Nat*]

I'm so sorry for you, hon. Big hugs!

[jjc99]

I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

[iVari]

(((HUGS))) I'm sorry that you have to suffer another loss I wish there was something I could do, but all I can offer you is lots of (((HUGS))) and some prayers and thoughts coming your way.

[.Froggy.]

I'm so sorry sweetie. I've had 3 as well. We're here for you.

[JessP]

I am so sorry hun.

[lex1078]

I'm so sorry! Are you going to seek medical advice? I wish I had some answers for you. I hope you get your sticky BFP soon!

[alethia]

thanks ladies i really appreciate the support. I'm going to talk with my doctor when i get preggo again - and do a blood test and see if anything is off (like progesterone - since my sister had that issue).

I'm still awaiting more heavy bleeding - not sure what's going on - i had the pink spotting, then a bright red spot, and now it's back to pink spotting. If it doen't pick up by tuesday (when my ob's office re-opens) i'll get my blood drawn to see a) if they notice anything about my levels (any issues) and b) if the hcg is going up or down.

Thank again so much ladies for your support. It's sooooo nice to have a place to moan and grown and cry and have ppl undertand more than what they seem to IRL. I knew it would be harder to get preggo since i have SLE but i never imagined what this loss is like and how hard it is to have a healthy baby. wofta!

[Celena]

I'm so sorry to hear this Alethia!

I like you had 2 losses back to back, one in July @7wks and one in August @5wks... It is a confusing hard pill to swallow. Think that the emotions haven't been truly, or even a chance to be dealt with from the first loss much less to have a second so soon!!! There's no time to grieve (at least that is what I've come to the conclusion of for me)

Please if you need to talk you're more than welcome to PM me if there's anything you don't want to post if you're feeling vulnerable. I think you'll find everyone here so helpful, compassionate, friendly & loving! Hope that we can help you in this devastating time Alethia.

Again I'm really sorry about this honey!!! Hope that you get some answers from your Dr's office next week when they open up.

[lindseyp1019]

I am so sorry to hear this. I'm here if you ever wanna talk, seems like we have the same timeline of losses. Sucks big time.