Very, very cautious... (pg ment) updates in 1

Celena · #1 January 7th, 2010, 01:16 PM

On 10dpo on the FRER I took (pink foil) it was a BFN!

I tried $1- store tests 4x's they all were very inconclusive... the one from yesterday (12dpo) could barely see something that even resembled a line with color... DH could sort of see it too, the latest being this morning (13dpo) which was a hair darker, but nothing obvious. To me another BFN. When I looked at it first thing after I was so disappointed and so we took off to take DH to work.

When I got home I could see a little more of something I thought I saw so to hell with it I used that pink foil wrapper FRER one since that's all I had even tho I was saving it for 14-15dpo. The test line started to show up rather instantly, from what I've heard I guess they do that either + or -. And well, I have NEVER gotten any + hpt before 14dpo, sooooo..... I had to run to Target to pick up my scripts anyways so I picked up some CBE digi's & a pack of FRER's (which happened to be the white foil ones!) I dipped the digi in the cup, pulse racing like crazy for what seemed like forever.....
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Very, very cautiously & nervously coming here to share this.... I'm shaking STILL and I tested hours ago!
So I guess I'm cautiously saying that it's +, after 21 cycles of TTC. Fricken scared, not to mention a huge dip in temp this am doesn't help the anxiety I'm feeling.

this is the pink foiled one, the white foil wrapper one was darker & thicker of a line

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UPDATED 01/09

Thank you so much

ladies!!!

I'm very nervous, the test I took yesterday wasn't any darker than the day before so :-s the CBE came up pg quicker than on thrusday tho.

took a $1- store and I can really see the line now, but it's not super dark like I'd hope...

I have an appointment with the perinatologist on the 20th, the earliest she could get me in... might call to try to see if they have any cancellations. I hope that she takes a peek in there and tries to see something. (they have u/s machines in most of the rooms)

DH is excited, but scared like me...

EDD so far is either Sept 16th/17th I keep getting 2 different #'s

Kary♥RN · #2 January 7th, 2010, 01:21 PM

Omg celena!!!!! Whooo hooooo !!! Congrats!!!!!!!!!

momof6lopez · #3 January 7th, 2010, 01:22 PM

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! Celena, Im crying. Im so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!I got a temp dip the day of + too, not much, you can see it in my chart. Dont worry about that! Sending prayers, prayers, prayers, and even more prayers for you. You, like every one in here, deserves this so much! Im over the moon for you girl! Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!

kansasgal · #4 January 7th, 2010, 01:36 PM

congrats! That is wonderful.

jensma · #5 January 7th, 2010, 01:40 PM

funny i had a feeling yesterday you might get pregnant soon...i had no idea you were even close to testing.

iVari · #6 January 7th, 2010, 01:49 PM

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! Wonderful news and such pretty

's. Sending you tons of sticky dust

Can't wait to hear all your updates and see your BFP progression (((HUGS)))

meh · #7 January 7th, 2010, 01:55 PM

Celena!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are my tears of excitement for you

I hope this makes some kind of sense!

Lots of love and congratulations to you and your DH xxx

Celena · #8 January 7th, 2010, 01:59 PM

Thank you all so much... most especially for you being here!

Thank you, I will take all the prayers you're willing to say

and send my way!

Ya know I was really starting to lose hope like so many other cycles before, it's still rather a shock than a reality. Like so many have said before, nothing will bring reassurence until you hold your baby. So we shall see what happens, trying to be positive and be a little excited so I don't carry guilt like I do from the past of not allowing myself to get a little excited in fear of loss(es) that came true.

We concieved right around Christmas, felt oddly optimistic because of O time being then... even tho I was dreading the holidays. That's what DH asked for and surprisingly he got his wish.

My chart has been wacky, looks like I have a dip every 4-5 days so far and I hope it's nothing. The temps have been higher this month than in the past and it's the first month of some decent quantity EWCM I've had in a while.