[Celena]

WelL I figured if some of you don't know I best tell you...

my car is taking a "vacation" for a month and a half, soooo, I have to drive an hour to and an hour from per trip on taking Dh to work in the early am's and picking him up from work late night. This is NOT good for my fibro, I need my sleep.(lack of sleep, high stress = increased pain) So that is partially why I have missed a few chats and am MIA partly.

also, my laptop's processor bit the dust after replacing the hard drive... THEN Dh decided he was savvy enough and royally screwed up the main home PC. So I am online now, but so much has to be fixed.

Also, I haven't been in the best place since the end of summer. Went into a deep depression and had so many problems with the fibromyalgia pain from fall on that it's very difficult for me to come here sometimes (fibro pain adds to the depression)... I'm human not super-human like I think. (LOL) So, I don't put everything out there that's going on because of being a co-host. (like so many others) I'd love to get support on all that going on, but it is just TOO much and there's no place for it!

2009 was a horrible year, I think it really started mid 2008... I'm changing that "luck" that "attitude" in 2010 tho, there's no way we can continue on like that. Several positive things have happened around us and things are looking up, as much as one can make them. I'm determined to fix my car this week and order the part for the laptop, and so many other projects that will polish the turds right up! LOL!

So that's it in a nutshell. I'm here and planned on being so more.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Super big hugs hun. Yes you are human so you need to relax and take care of yourself. I'm glad 2010 is looking up for you.

[~InHisHands~]

[iVari]

You are a very strong woman Celena. Just always take care of yourself and those around you first. I hope you can get your car fixed asap, all that driving sounds like a royal pain, and your laptop too.

[jjc99]

No explainations needed! We need to take care of ourselves and make sure to make "me" a priority. If *I* am not at my best, I can't help others around me. So, take whatever time you need! You know we will be here for you.

Sorry the car and 'puter are having issues. I am happy you have a plan to get them fixed!!

[Celena]

I appreciate it, thank you!

I love being here to be supportive of everyone, but I don't like to not give my 210% either... everyone deserves it! Y'all are a wonderful group of ladies whom I pray for every night. My heart sinks to see anyone joining here or the need for this forum.

sprinkling everyone with all the I can spare!