God bless you lady!
Things do happen for a reason, a positive reason... sometimes to redirect us into a better direction. As much as somethings in my life that have happened I wouldn't change them because as much as it didn't feel like it they made me stronger, into the person I am today and overall in a better direction in life.
Granted we're not in the best financial situation, but it WILL get better right?! RIGHT!! I pray that your husband finds or recieves a BETTER paying & BETTER all around job than before. I pray that you get your bfp, that you get into a house and all things look up for you and your family in 2010!!!
Know that you are thought of and prayed for Lindsey, good luck lovely lady and KUP!!! I'm so glad to SEE you

stay strong beautiful!