[kansasgal]

I miscarried on the 21rst of December as some of you know. I am still waiting to O, I think. I have been doing opks for like two weeks and had some that could almost be considered bfps but then they get light the next day. Its like I am starting a surge and then it goes down then up then down. I have used opks a lot so I am used to what they usually do with me. I usually have a good line everytime but as I o I get darker and darker till its super duper darker than the control line. I would be on cd 24 if you consider the first day I bleed instead of spotted with my m/c. I know it could take a while for my body to get back to normal but I just need to vent. I am so fursterated with it. I keep thinking well tomarro maybe it will be really dark and then its not. I just wish I would o already or af would go ahead and come. I have been having sore boobs on and off and cramping too. This sucks!

[nutmeg116]

My m/c was Dec 18th, and I'm doing the same thing. I've been charting and using OPKs daily, and it's like my body is thinking about it, but decides not to! Two days ago I had a really promising OPK, but it went back to light after that. My cervix is all over the place, no "good" CM yet, and my temps look like a pine forest. Plus I've been having cramps it seems like every other day!

I just hate the not knowing what's coming. With my luck, AF will show up Friday- just because I have an OB appt for day! Or Saturday for my birthday lol.

[kansasgal]

Thanks for replying! I am sorry you are going thru the same thing as me but I am also kinda glad to know its not just me. my cp has been wierd too. It went down after the m/c then it went up high around day 10 and stayed high for a week or so. Now its high but hard. yesterday I had an opk that looked almost positve so I was sure todays would be really dark but it wasnt. I usually have a 32 day cycle but I am guessing this one is going to run really long. yuck! I just wanna get pregnant again!

[kitkat8323]

my first cycle after the m/c i ovulated normally which is 4 weeks after i lost the baby the next cycle i went for over 50 days i ovulated on like day 30 something then the 3rd cycle i took soy and it went to 31 days and this cycle well see how it goes but the mc does send ur body out of wack and can sometimes take a bit to get back to normal

[kansasgal]

I have had two days of what I think are positve opks I think I will take a pic and post it.

[kansasgal]

here is a pic. Sorry its not really good quality. I put them in a cabinet to hide them because we were having company and something squashed them so they dont look in very good shape. lol

what do u think about the last two sticks?