[*Maddie&Jacobs*Mommy*]

Hi. I am Megan (25). DH and I have a 15 month old little girl.

We started NTNP about 5 months ago then decided to TTC 3 months ago. I got a BFP on January 11th. Like and POAS addict I kept testing.... it got darker and I got 2 "pregnant" digi's. That weekend I just didn't feel right, I just knew I was going to loose the baby. The following week I got my HCG levels drawn and they were low and went down. My midwife told me I was having an early miscarriage. She said it could take 4-6 weeks for me to actually "loose" the baby. I am going in this week to have my blood drawn to make sure my levels are back at 0, which I full excpect them to be because I started bleeding at the end of last week (which I am thankful that it didn't take the 4-6 weeks). I think because it was such an early miscarriage and my body has "let it go" quickly, it is helping me in the healing, but I am still pretty emotional whenever I think about it... which DH thinks is crazy...

I don't know if we are going to TTC this cycle or not (assuming I even ovulate this time) but my midwife said we can if we want.

Anyway, that's my story.

[Kary♥RN]

Megan I am so sorry for your loss, HUGS... Welcome to the board... You will find the ladies here are great! The support is amazing. we all know what you are going through.. and what you are feeling... I hope your stay here is short.. and you get your sticky BFP quickly! HUGS...

[Natalie_Snow]

Hi, Megan, welcome to the board. I am very sorry for your loss, {Big HUGS}. I hope you get PG soon!

[EVY&EGYsMommy]

Hi Megan, I'm Katie. My story is pretty similar yo yours..I have a 14 month old (tomorrow) and we were NTNP several months ago....but I had not yet had my first PP period. When I got in in Nov, we started TTC and after a LONG cycle I got that POS at 10 dpo.

I started feeling sick for the next few days...boobs became sore... and then it disappeared and I started spotting. That night I miscarried just shy of 5 weeks. That was three weeks ago.

We ARE TTC this cycle but I have yet to O (not sure I will). Good luck to you!! I hope you get a BFP ASAP!!!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Welcome to the board. I am so sorry for you loss. I pray you get your BFP quickly and if you have any questions, need to vent or anything these ladies here are amazing.

[mafiamom]

welcome. i am so very sorry for your loss. i too am new to this board having just completed a m/c of 8+4 with no fetal heartbeat.

i know what you mean about your dh. it seems to be quite easy for them to move on.... i guess when you arent the one actually WAITING for something to happen it just doesnt seem quite as real to you.

huge hugs. i hope you get your BFP very very soon