[JesSsica]

I have no idea why but I seriously doubt that this is going to be my month. This means that "operation baby on hold" will start! LOL

I feel premenstrual. When I have been pregnant before I have no symptoms. No PMS symptoms, no pregnancy symptoms-- nothing. I just don't start and that tells me I'm pregnant.

This cycle I feel premenstrual. I have no idea why I'm just writing this off, but I kind of am.

I will not be one teeny tiny bit surprised if I start early. I just feel it.

The only weird thing is that I've had mild cramping on and off for over a week and that is absolutely new. Despite that, I have no idea when I O'ed and I have no symptoms other than a gut feeling that says I'm going to start.

The good part is that I'm ok with it. I'm kind of at peace with it really. Since we're going to be on hold I'm going to be putting my energies into my house. We're going to replace all the windows after we finish paying for some debt we incurred after we bought this place (hopefully paid by May) and then after windows I'm going to save for a bit and gut my kitchen and do a total remodel. That makes me SOOOOO excited.

Anyway, I'll keep you posted but don't be surprised if you see a post from me very, very soon that says, "The ol' hag showed her face"........

[Kary♥RN]

Jessica... HUGS... I hope I see the post "SURPRISE"...!!!!!! I really hope what you are feeling is just what we all feel from time-to-time.... Just when we want something so bad.. we just can't stay positive all the time... and that is ok.. I hope you get your BFP!!!

[Justjessie]

It's never over until the fat lady sings...and every pregnancy is different...but if she comes, have fun doing your other stuff! Home improvement is a GREAT way to keep your mind off of TTC!