I know it prob had something to do with the convos i had with people yesterday we were talking at work about miscarriage and one of the ladies told me to just get over it shes older in about her 60s so im sure thats just how she was brought up cause she even told me she went through one also and got over it and then one of the girls said she lost a twin at 20 w and her doctor was very uncaring so thats prob where the people ignoring me came in to play and the night before i had a big breakdown and cried for about 2 hours due to the fact i was stupid and went on to my old
ddc and saw a ticker with all the ultrasound pics and their big belly's and i lost it so my emotions were and STILL are very high it prob doesnt help the witch showed up 2 days late again and me and my fiance were talking and i was saying how idk if id survive another m/c so im sure all the emotions rom that are prob what caused it it scared the crap out of me tho and im still scared about
ttc