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Honey I'm sorry to hear about your loss and my heart goes out to you! (all of our hearts do)
I always hated having to wait for results, tests or scans over the weekend to find something out. Never easy and the wait sucks! You sound very good, it's ok to feel sad, devastated or grieve your loss... don't let anyone tell you that it's not really a loss! It is and it is devastating to go thru. Not easy to tell people that were so excited for you, but they will understand... in their own way because they aren't going thru it.
Again welcome to TTCAL!