[sweetgirl51305]

Well, dh and I were going to try again this month (we just m/c). But, we got home today and both said we're really not feeling it this month. I don't know if we'll change out mind here soon, but as of right now we're not going to try this month. I guess I'm just getting frustrated with my body lately. I feel like I'm about to O, but my fertility monitor says not yet. I've gotten 6 days of high readings. I've never gotten that many. Today was supposed to be my O date, but not according to my monitor. So, every day lately I've been saying that tomorrow will be the day and it doesn't happen. I figured my body would be outta wack after the m/c. I guess maybe my hearts just not as into it right now as it was last month. I took the m/c hard, especially at 1st. Idk. We'll figure it out soon I guess!

[Isabelle]

Big hugs....

(on a side note...I love your siggie. You are one gorgeous bride and a beautiful woman ).

[Kary♥RN]

Lindsey ... HUGS.... Just follow your heart.. TTCAL is such a hard place to be in.. {{HUGS}}

[Celena]

Lindsay just after m/c it will do wonky things like that you probably will O, but later... that's what happened with me post-m/c and I'm guessing this cycle first post-tubal will be the same.

Keep testing and hang in there... I really do hope you get the "PEAK" very soon!

However if you feel in your heart you're just not up to it this cycle, then that's *ok* honey!! What do you really truly want to do? And DH?

We'll be here to support you however you choose, it's a toughy and for that I am very sorry.

The first cycle or cycles in some instances can be so dang frustrating and confusing.

[jojo1207]

Hey sweets - I hit an all time low after my m/c earlier this month. I've m/c before but this one I became attached to early. I had a nice ride of hormones and anger the whole time I was bleeding and holed up for about a week... even in early pg, your body has weeks to build up the hormones, prepare for the baby, etc but in m/c, everything plummets at skyrocket speed. Its kinda the same after childbirth, but then, it's called the blues or postpartum depression. Of course your bummed and not really into it... and that's ok. When you're ready, you're ready. If you happen to change your mind tomorrow, that's ok too! Big hugs sweetie. It will get better.