[ohnicole]

This topic is weighing on my mind lately because I am feeling guilty that I won't be able to carry out my plans for remembering my Cricket exactly as I had wanted.

I already have an aquamarine (for my EDD in March) necklace in the shape of a teardrop that I wear all the time to remember Cricket. I was also planning on doing a bunch of other things before my EDD. These included getting a photo book printed with all of my belly pictures, etc in it, buying some items for Cricket (a blanket, a bedtime book, a stuffed animal- things that I can give to our future babies so that they have a part of Cricket) and putting them in a memory box with all the other trinkets from my pg, and buying some ***** willows (I love them and they are seasonal in the month of my EDD) to have around the house for the few weeks surrounding my EDD.

Now I will most likely not be at home with DH the week of my EDD, and I won't have time to finish my photo book before my EDD. DH and I had already made guesses as to when the baby would be born, and both of us chose dates in April. I am thinking of doing the memory box and the ***** willows on one of those dates, and then doing the photo book for Cricket's Angelversary in September. I am having a lot of guilt about the whole thing, though.

Did any of you do anything special right after your loss, on your EDD, or on your Angelversary to remember your angel(s)?

Haha, JM censored my post! Let's see if this works better: I am going to buy pussywillows.