Thanks. I just don't think my dh is on board anymore. We only did it without protection once this last cycle (thankfully the day before I think I O'ed) so it would've been dumb luck if I would've ended up pregnant anyway. I know it only takes one sperm though...
We were talking this morning and he was upset that I was bleeding so heavily (horny old man! LOL) and I said, "Well if you would've gotten me pregnant I wouldn't be bleeding right now and you'd be gettin' some action!" He laughed and said, "You don't need to be pregnant right now. We have too many other things to worry about. Let's be done with that".
I'm ok with it on one hand but even though I feel ok about not having a baby there is still a little bit of me that is starting to feel a bit of an empty hole in my heart. Initially I didn't feel like I had to replace what I lost, but now as time goes on I kind of feel like I do.
I don't know anymore....
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~*~ Jessica ~*~
Mom to:
Madison Rey 11-24-2000
Cole Anthony 5-23-2002
Mia Annelise 3-29-2012
^angel^ 10wks, 2 days, D&C 12wks, 3 days 11-2-09
^angel^ 5wks, 5 days 1-2-10
^angel^ 11wks, 1 day 5-22-10 with D&C