[DukesMommy12]

So heres the story:

March 15th- bad pms cramps in the evening. Which is totally normal for me to get bad cramps the night before I get my period. Its actaully how I know to put a pad on. Im like clock work. Well I cried becaues I was sure that AF was comming.

March 16th - No cramps no period... no nothing... Neg hpt.

March 17th - No cramps no period.. no nothing... Neg hpt.

March 18th - Today I took 2 early preg tests (not fmu) and both were negative. I was so depressed. But then I remembered that your not supposed to drink an hour before and I had a bunch of apple juice right before testing... So idk what to think.

I have one more test left, and I plan on using FMU tomorrow. But Im dieing slightly every second becaues I really want to know.

Also I have preg symptoms.

Head aches
Cramps (as I mentioned)
Moodiness
Constipation
Bloated (I look like Im carrying twins...)
Queasy after eating
Gas (embarassing and unpredictable... its fabulous)
My nipples are getting larger (no lie it looks like I have a sand dollar on the front of my breast)
My bbs are extrememly tender to the touch
My bbs are veiny (they look like a 60yr old woman's leg.)
Cravings (which could or could not be caused by pregnancy, i love food always)
Congestion
CM (alot, its actually quite scarey how much is comming out)

I mean seriously, I can fake some of this.. But there is no way I can make my nipples larger by sheer power of will...

Anyone had anything similar happen.. Maybe Im just rushing it, and I should wait.
But I really dont want to.
I waited all month.. I just want my bfp. (sorry Im whining)

[mafiamom]

aw hun sorry you had those negative tests. i know what a bummer that is. i dont know what to tell you! if you are like clockwork then you are definitely late and that is always a good sign. it may be a late implanter maybe??

i am the wrong person to talk symptoms. everytime i have a had a ton of symptoms it has been crap so i totally and completely disregard them.

if you have one test left, wait a day or two. torture i know, but it maybe take some time for the hcg to build up enough....

i am sorry! i am clueless as well! but know this - i am HOPING like CRAZY this is it for you!!!! please kup

[Natalie_Snow]

I would wait a day or two more before testing again. Maybe you don't have enough hcg yet to be dected on HPT? wait a bit.

I hope you get your BFP in a few days!!!!!!! GL! kup pls

[LisaG825]

I agree wait a day or two. You could always call a dr. and see if they will do bw to check too. Sometimes ppl still get neg. tests at home and only get + through bw.

[DukesMommy12]

AF just came.. Im devistated

[LisaG825]

So sorry AF is here. I just got AF yesterday myself.

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS... Sorry AF showed... Your are still only 2 months sicne your loss... Sometimes it takes your body a few more cycles to get back to normal (being a few days longer, and having "new" PMS signs).. I know how devasting it can be... HUGS... Just don't loose faith...

[Natalie_Snow]

I am sorry AF showed . {BIG HUGS} I agree with Kary. Hang in there hon!

[DukesMommy12]

God has given me alot of peace about getting AF. I really feel like next cycle is going to be my cycle.

If I hit next cycle, Ill be due December 25th, which is my birthday.

And I think it would be beautiful for a chirstmas baby to have a christmas baby.

[ohnicole]

I am so sorry that AF showed for you, especially when it seemed so likely that you could get your BFP. It is so hard to see AF on the cycles when you really have the feeling that you are pg. I am glad you have some peace about it, though.

It would be SO beautiful for a Christmas baby to have a Christmas baby! Fingers crossed for you this cycle.