I had my D&C 6 months ago today

I will always remember the sadness that I felt knowing that they were going to take my baby from me, and that I would never get to leave the hospital holding my Cricket in my arms. We miss you, Cricket- especially with your EDD coming up in less than 2 weeks. We should be so close to holding you right now.
And that 6 month mark holds much more than sadness for our loss, but also sadness and frustration that we have made it so long without another BFP. This was a milestone I never wanted to reach. And so far it looks like my body is not going to make this month any easier- I am on CD22 without even a hint of fertile CM yet. Ugh.