[sweetgirl51305]

So I had the m/c last month on 2/8 at 4w 5d. Got pg again the cycle right after. I started spotting brown on Wed. I've been in bed since and I'm tired of it, so I'm going on with my life. I started having red blood yesterday and started having clots. I haven't had pain like last time, so idk what's happening. I don't think I've lost the baby yet, I remember what it looks like. I had my betas checked Thurs. (I was 5w 1d according to ovulation, I ovulated late) and it was 366. It's in range so idk. I've got an appt on Mon so I guess I'll get more bw done to see if it's rising or dropping. Idk what to think. If we do lose this baby idk if we'll try again anytime soon. I can't take all this stress and anxiety. Amazingly I haven't really taken it hard like last time. Haven't cried a lot. But I am going to do one thing for myself and take some time off work. I'm an infant room teacher (perfect job after a m/c right?!) and last month I had to work during it and it was very hard. This time a lot more people knew I was pg. My theory was tell everyone and enjoy it while I can. Guess I was right. Just wanted to keep all of you updated. If everyone can say a little prayer or keep me in your thoughts that by some miracle this baby sticks, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks guys.

[BeccaM]

Oh Lindsay I am so sorry you are going through this. I will be saying a prayer for you and bean. Keep us posted on how you are doing.

[dreamer10]

I am so sorry. I hope this little one sticks for you, but if not you have come to the right place. There is also a recurrent miscarriage and pregnancy loss board that's full of amazing women that I have come to love. I will be praying for your bean....hang in there!

[Kary♥RN]

Lindsey... HUGS.... My heart is breaking at just the thought you might have to go through another loss.... We are here for you... I know what you are going through.. Please pm me if you ever need to talk.. HUGS..

[markswife]

I am so sorry that you have to wait all weekend in order to get more blood work done. That truly is the worst feeling in the entire world. I will be thinking of you and hoping that you get lots of good news on Monday. Hang in there!

[ohnicole]

I'm so sorry you have to spend the weekend worrying. It must be terrifying to see red blood. I hope you don't have to go through another loss. We are here for you if you need support. Hugs.

[ldovey83]

Hey hun.. I too ahve been in your shoes.. I didn't take the second one as bad as the first I think because I was more angry that it was happening again.. I wish you the best and I hope that you aren't.. Hang in there hun..

[Celena]

Lindsay

I really hope you're not going thru another loss such a devastating thing to go thru. It's never easy and our worst fears are to see any sort of brown, red bleeding or discharge. It's quiet common to have spotting or early pregnancy bleeding... try not to assume that you're going thru another loss as you may get good news on monday. It's VERY understandable to get yourself prepared for the worst, especially ladies like us who've gone thru a loss or losses.

I'm so sorry tho Lindsay, take it easy and I will say prayers for your little one!!!

[Natalie_Snow]

Lindsay, I hope you're not having another m/c and your baby sticks!!! Tons of sticky dust your way!!! Please try to relax and not worry too much (I know it's hard to do). HUGS.

I will keep you in my thoughts. i hope everything turns out fine! Hang in there and please KUP!

[Isabelle]

Gosh I hope the baby sticks. Big hugs Lindsay. Keep us posted sweetie.

[~Lynda~]

i hope everything is ok!!! i'll pray for you and your bean!!! hugs

[brandimomof2]

I am hoping that all is ok and its just nothing. Stay positive.

[martilynne]

[sweetgirl51305]

Thanks guys for all the thoughts and prayers. Well, I'm still bleeding. It goes from brown to red. But rarely red. I also have a few dark brown clots that are about the size of a pencil eraser. The thing is, is I took a pg test last night after only holding it for 2 hours and the line was a little darker than the control line. Last month with the m/c my line was almost gone before I started bleeding. I'm cramping a little, mainly around my right hip. It's making me wonder if I'm having an ectopic. I'm so confused 'cuz idk what would cause bleeding for 4 days and cramps and still be pg. Anyone have any ideas?? Thanks guys!

[hollann1984]

I am so sorry.