I lost my twins at 15 weeks. This whole month has been hard. My ex husband's ex girlfriend (his kid, he's not with her anymore) had her baby friday so had to be happy about that and celebrate it with my girls as it was their sister being born. Then next month April 20th was my due date for the baby I lost in August.... *sigh* I have been so emotional. I just start thinking and end up cryin or getting all depressed and moody. I just want it to be May.....