So my period started today...I knew those bfn's were real bfn's. But it's always kind of fun to poas... My body needed a month after my last loss and I am glad it took it...

Now I need to try to look forward and see what's next for me. I want to try again, but I am scared about the potential outcome. I really want that last baby. The fun thing is guess what my due date would be if we got pregnant this cycle and the baby stuck? It would be 1-1-11...

fun due date! I wouldn't have the baby that day...I would end up with a dec baby because I am induced 2 weeks early with all my kids, but still a fun due date....

Here's for hoping and praying for a beautiful bfp this next month that results in a beautiful baby. Here's to hoping for that for all of us...
* Wow...did it show...with a vengance! Soaking a pad every hour or so...not that you all wanted to hear that....but hopefully day two will be the worst of it...can't wait for this witch to leave already. For a number of reasons!