Monday is coming up and it is normally my blood draw day or at least it has been the last few weeks. Really feel like I keep

When some things finally get resolved seems like there are always others things ready to take its place. Never ending!
I still haven't decided if I should go on Monday. My insurance ran out. I have two different drs. writing a letter so I can try and keep my medical card b/c if I can't get it reinstated I don't know what else to do.
I can always buy $1 tests to see if it is positive or neg. but that doesn't give me my exact number. If it plateaus or increases I have to go back on chemo and it will prob. be ACT-D. I asked the oncologist if they could just put me back on the methotrexate so it would go down faster and I wouldn't have to get as many blood draws. She told me the chemo costs thousands of dollars. So that will be another problem but I guess I will have to figure out a way to deal with that when it happens or if it even will. I have thought about only getting the bw done 1-2x a month instead of weekly. That would only be $150-$300 vs. $600.
Another problem I see with me not getting my bw monitored like I should: some other ladies that had a rise in hcg ended up having to get a hysterectomy b/c the d&c didn't work and chemo wasn't helping. I think their hcg may have been in the thousands though and mine was 45 last week. I don't want that to happen b/c I don't have any children. I my as well be shot if that ever happens.
So ladies I need
I know it will only be your opinion and I will have to decide on my own. I just don't really know what I am going to do. All of this is so stinking frustrating.
You ladies are wonderful and I wouldn't know what I would do without you.
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