[ohnicole]

I have been in kind of a funk for the last couple weeks.

I have spent most of my time on JM lurking I just have not been able to work up the energy to be positive, even for the amazing ladies on this board! I have a lot of vents to get off my chest, and I'm hoping it will help get me out of this bad mood.

I hate that 6 months from my loss, my EDD, and a year from starting TTC have passed without another BFP.

I hate that my body is not cooperating with me. 50 day cycles are NOT cool!

I hate that I cannot be with DH for ALL of April.

I hate that all I am asking for is 2 weeks home with DH in a 3 MONTH period, and my family is not willing to do what they need to do to make that possible.

I hate that I have NO ONE in real life to vent to because all my friends are out of town.

I hate that I got an email from BabyCenter today that said 'Your baby is 1 week old' (yes I am the masochist that didn't remove myself from the pregnancy mailing list.... I couldn't bear to do it)

Ugh.

[martilynne]

I hope everything gets better for you soon

[DukesMommy12]

Im so sorry your going through a rough time now. Feel free to vent as much as you need here

[Natalie_Snow]

HUGS. i am sorry you're going through this. we are here to support each other, so feel free to vent as much as you need! {HUGS} I hope everything gets better for you very soon!!

[dreamer10]

Hang in there....I think we can all relate to that "funk". We all go through that especially ttcal. It's just inevitable. Try to hang in there and keep posting with us. It helps to get things off your chest and have people that listen and understand. We are here for you...

[EJsMommy]

{{{HUGS}}}

[ohnicole]

Thanks, ladies. I glad everyone here on JM is so great!