[EJsMommy]

Hey Ladies
I have been MIA for a few days here but I am not sure if anyone noticed. I was having family company over the weekend and it was good. I was just feeling a little inside struggle as I for some reason get a little weaker (the little girl they knew) when they are around. My DH was out of town so that did not make it any easier. Don't get me wrong I love my parents but sometimes when I am working on keeping a positive frame of mind they come a clutter it with terrible world news that I am unwilling to listen to. I am I guess an odditity as I am one that do not have cable or local channels hooked up. We have TVs but no regular TV stations as we decided it was too expensive to pay watching crap.
When DH came home last night I was torn but he knew exactly where I am at and he is going to help me help build myself up again (inner strength and thick skin).
That was my update.

[Natalie_Snow]

Lovisa, I was actually thinking about you yesterday...I couldn't remember your nickname to look you up though...I hope you feel better {HUGS}

[EJsMommy]

Thank you Natalie, I am feeling better. You know that you can get into a space that makes you feel that you have some type of war inside of you. You know that you stand for something that is good and then others try to get you to move away from it without realizing that they are.

[Natalie_Snow]

I understand what you mean. Hang in there!

[EJsMommy]

Originally Posted by NaTusik

I understand what you mean. Hang in there!

Thanks again. I see that you are from Northern Europe - what country to be more exact? I am originally from Sweden myself.

[Natalie_Snow]

Originally Posted by EJsMommy

Thanks again. I see that you are from Northern Europe - what country to be more exact? I am originally from Sweden myself.

I am from Russia . The closest I've ever been to Sweden is Amsterdam. Do you ever visit Sweden?

[EJsMommy]

Originally Posted by NaTusik

I am from Russia . The closest I've ever been to Sweden is Amsterdam. Do you ever visit Sweden?

That is a bit farther from europe but Amsterdam is closer. I have been visiting my home country Sweden alot of times. I went back to visit as recent as September -09.

[Natalie_Snow]

I try to visit mine pretty often too, I usually fly there once a year.

[EJsMommy]

That is nice. Before last september I had not been for 5 yrs. I was PG when I went over and I vowed to myself that I will not travel while PG again that far unless it is a trip of no more than 2-3 hours. Next trip back to Sweden is planned in 2011.

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS..... Hope today is better... HUGS

[Celena]

Lovisa it's good to see you back! I was gone as well, my parents came to town for 10 days so I took a little hiatus to be with them as much as possible.

I'm sorry that they seemed to poach the happiness you've been trying to attain. It's not easy to get back to a normal self after a loss for some of us, and to have family needlessly worrying us to death about things doesn't help. Sure hope that you can bounce back with DH home and your peace restored to your bubble

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry you had a tough visit with your family. I sometimes feel like I am a totally different person when I am with my family, and it is hard to realize how much I change when I am with them. I know it is supposed to be best to be strong, but sometimes it is just not worth the arguments. I hope you cheer up soon!

[EJsMommy]

I absolutely will bounce back. Thank you for your encouraging words.