I have decided that ttc is going to be on hold for a while. These last 9 months have been hell and I want to focus on something new for a while.
I was adopted and I have the most amazing story related to it. I have 3 half sisters, that I was only vaguely aware of, and only found out about 15 years ago. They somehow found me, made contact and I am so grateful because not long after that my biological mom, whom I had not met yet, was diagnosed with a brain tumor. I only got to meet her twice before she died and I was introduced as my sisters "friend". The entire detailed story is an amazing one, truly, and so tragic at the same time. The relationship I have developed with my sisters since then is also amazing...its book material. So that is what I have decided to throw my energy into. I am an ok writer, but with some research and time I know I can do this. I want to.
However, in the meantime I will continue to lurk and post for all of you because through the ttc journey I have come to really care about you guys and I want to keep tabs on you and follow you through your journeys. I hope and pray you all get your wonderful bfp's soon....