But I keep posting and I don't want you ladies to think I am a stalker

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I am Jessi I was part of this board after our first loss Feb 09. I joined sometime around June 09 I think. We had to WTTCAL because of a stupid polyp. So September last year we started TTCAL. December we got our BFP. We were so excited! A little freaked because our conception and EDD were so close to our first loss. Then in Feb 10 we lost her too. Within 5 days of our first loss. Needless to say its been a rough year. We are still working through the pain and grief of our recent loss so we are not TTC. DH is still not wanting to and I don't blame him. His heart is broken. Both of our losses were late first trimester losses. I go back and forth between wanting that last child in our home and not wanting to suffer another heartbreaking loss. I guess only time and God know the answer to that.
I recently became the Co-Host on the Pregnancy Loss board so some of you might know me from there

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I am married to Chris and we will celebrate 10 years this August. I do have two beautiful earth children, Linda who is 5 and Jeremy who is 3. Hmmmm I guess that is all for now. You can ask me questions I don't mind

. I will probably only pop in and out and not post everywhere so kind of like a stalker

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I wish you all lots of luck in your TTCAL journeys and pray that you go on to have beautiful, happy, healthy pregnancies and rainbow babies.