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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jun 2008
Posts: 4,360
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After thinking about it long an hard, and discussing it with DH, I have decided to semi-permanently stop TTC. I have decided to finally pursue my lifetime dreams of becoming a doctor. Starting in the fall I will be attending university. If, after my medical education is finished, we decide to TTC again, it will most likely consist of IVF with PGD . (DH has a balanced trans-location, but I am perfectly fine.) We definitely plan on adopting after my education is done regardless of whether we TTC.
I am feeling very happy with this decision. I have finally found peace. I do not spend every moment consumed with the grief of eleven losses. I am still sad obviously, but I chose to see the situation in a positive light. A new door has been opened to me, and I am walking through!
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Erica, Mom to Peter. TTC#2 after 13 losses
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