[mmllhh]

Like i'm never going to get a bfp again, and if i do, it'll end in another loss. Grr, testing this am and got a bfn, i'm 10-11dpo today. So, i know it's early. Just having one of those days. Hate it.

[lex1078]

I know the feeling. Hope you have a better day!

[BeccaM]

Awww I know what you mean.. Im sorry your having a bad day. I hope it gets better.. BIG HUGS!

[EJsMommy]

BIG HUGS! Hope your day gets better and if not that tomorrow is much better than today.

[Celena]

I can definitely relate with you on that, that's for sure!

Today I've been in a funk of sorts as well... even tho my CD3 bloodwork came back good yesterday, it's just like another mystery left unsolved. I'm not quiet sure WHY I can't hold a pregnancy or have it in the right spot. Will we ever get thru an entire pregnancy with a healthy happy bouncing baby?

Oh ya you hit the nail on the head... things are swimming in my head as well.

[mmllhh]

celena, i'm totally where you are. The dr called and said that they wanted to test me for anti thyroid antibodies because a new study came out recently about how it causes early loss, like within the 1st week or two. So, i go for the test today and come home and actually say the words. I hope i have something wrong with me. DH looked at me confused. I said, well at least we can fix it, if it's my eggs that are old, the fat lady has sung.

and why, on the month that i do clomid, do i not get a bfp????i'm 100 sure that af will show her ugly face this weekend. I have no problem getting pregs on my own, and the month that i do clomid to up my odds? and nothing?????
faith is a very hard thing to hold onto today.