[LisaG825]

I don't know why but I have been feeling very sad lately. I have cried so hard the last 2 days that I have made myself sick to the point that I am throwing up. I don't know if it is because it is getting closer to my edd. I know a lot of people that are pregnant and they are getting ready to have their baby within the next couple months. Also, Mother's Day is coming up. I don't have any children (except for my angel). So that stinks. My family is getting together on Mother's Day but I don't know if I am going to go. I have two cousin's that have babies. One was born in December (right before my m/c) and the other in Feb. My other cousin's gf just had their baby a few days ago, but she isn't speaking to my cousin. I just feel so lonely. I feel like i have this hole in me that will not heal. I am sooo tired and exhausted. I am not happy with my life at all. All I want to do is move on with my life and start ttc, but I can't.


Sorry ladies, I appreciate if you all read this. I just had to get this off my chest. DH is working 30 days in a row so it is just me at home every single night this month. Not that he would listen anyways.

[Natalie_Snow]

I am so sorry Lisa!!!! Massive HUGS to you!!! I hope it will get better for you and you will be happy with your life once again! I hope you can start TTC soon!

[EJsMommy]

Lisa I am so sorry that you are feeling sad. Sending you huge massice hugs in hopes that you feel a teeny bit better.

[BeccaM]

I am so sorry Lisa. I wish there was something I could do to make it all just better for you. You have been through so much and deserve so much happiness. BIG HUGS!!

[darrensmommy]

sorry lisa big hug coming your way ,hope you start feeling better

[lex1078]

Lisa, I completely understand how you feel about Mother's day. I felt the same exact way after the girls were born. I was just so upset and kept thinking it wasn't fair and that I should be a Mother too. I still think that way actually but it's a bit easier now. It's hard when a specific holiday comes around that should be our first and we can't celebrate it the way we intended too.

((((HUGS)))) sweetie. If you don't want to go out for Mother's day, don't. It's still your "day" and you should celebrate it how you want.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs I am so sorry! If you ever need to talk I'm here!

[Kary♥RN]

Lisa.. HUGS.. I know you have been through so much.. much more than anyone should have to go through.. It is not fair.. I wish thier was something I could say to make it better... When ever you need to vent, we are here for you.. HUGS

[ohnicole]

Huge hugs, Lisa! It would be weird if you weren't feeling sad after everything that you and DH have had to go through. Let yourself be sad if you need to, and also, take care of yourself.

The whole Mother's Day thing is rough. And having an EDD is soooo hard. I just hope that everything else starts working itself out so that after you get through this rough patch, you can start moving forward.

You are a very strong woman! Hugs!

[Jennifer8080]

Hugs! I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I wish I had the words that could make you feel better, but just know that we are here for you!

[ldovey83]

Many many hugs to you Lisa.. With all that you have been going through and this loss and trying to get your cycle back, I can see why you would be so upset.. Do know we are here for you anytime you need to talk and get things off your chest.. Hang in there sweetie..

[pisceeangel]

Lisa having a forum to vent our feelings is so important. With that being said I am so sorry you are feeling this way. As you know there are no magic words to make those feelings go away but here's a big

[KAB]

Big hugs Lisa! I'm so sorry that you are not able to move forward. This is a tough road that we all have been given and you are not alone in feeling sad that you don't have any living children. I'm not looking forward to mothers day either, I know one way or another we'll get through this, and hopefully come out better in the end.

[LisaG825]

Thank you ladies for the encouraging words! I wish I could say today is better but it isn't. On top of being an emotional mess, I am super tired from the chemo. It is only 7:45 pm and I am going to bed! Hope you ladies are enjoying your day/night!

[~LaurenNoel~]

You will be in my prayers. Huge *hugs*

[~Lynda~]

you have been through so much!!! your strength is amazing! it is totally normal to feel sad, especially around mother's day! big big hugs to you girl!!! God will never give you more than you can handle! you will win this battle!!! big big hugs

[SkyBaby]

I know exactly how you feel. I've been staying so busy that when I sit down and relax for a while, all the sadness comes back. My husband just wants me to move on, too.