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May 12th, 2010, 08:05 PM
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Sorry I have been MIA. It has been a rough week for me. Chemo wasn't as bad as far as the nausea and stuff goes but I have just been really depressed lately. I think Mother's Day with my EDD coming up in less than a month and still not negative is all getting to me. All I know is I better be negative before my EDD is here. I had to take double anxiety medicine just to go around my family on Mother's Day (cousin's had babies and lots of kids there).

My level went up AGAIN! It is now at 18. I have been pretty down about that. The dr. thought it would only take one treatment for me to reach neg. and so far I have had 3. So frustrating. I am going to be p***** if I reach neg, get chemo and have an increase again that would make me not neg anymore. Not sure how much more of this I can take. I was actually planning on ttc around Aug. assuming my last chemo would be May 19th That has now changed. I am going to have at least 2 more after that. That is if I am negative on Monday. That would make 3 after if I am negative on Monday. So ya I have been pretty bummed about all of this. Who would have thought that I would need 6 chemo treatments or more when my hcg was only at a 28 or so.
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May 12th, 2010, 08:33 PM
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My goodness! I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this!
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May 12th, 2010, 08:45 PM
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Lisa I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I hope you are negative so that you can be done.
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May 12th, 2010, 08:52 PM
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I just don't get it, Lisa I'm so sorry! I would be very depressed cannot say that I blame you considering all the circumstances. You've been thru very rough several months. Is there any way that you could go to a LCSW? It might help to have someone entirely outside of your life to talk to and be your advocate, help you cope by teaching you coping tools. I did it and have to say it has helped, altho I really do need to go back.

Very worried about you... I'm definitely praying for you girlie
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May 13th, 2010, 05:37 AM
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Lisa...I am so sorry. I was really hoping you would get better news this week. I hope and pray that things calm down for you soon so that your body and mind can heal. Hang in there.....
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May 13th, 2010, 05:53 AM
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oh no!! I am so sorry Lisa!!
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May 13th, 2010, 06:11 AM
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Lisa I am so sorry you are having to go through all this still. I hope you have better news this week! BIG HUGS!
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May 13th, 2010, 06:59 AM
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I'm sorry, Lisa! This situation just never seems to get any easier for you. You are totally justified in feeling down. I agree with Celena that it never hurts to talk to someone and learn new strategies for dealing with emotions/situations. I hope everything starts calming down for you soon!
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May 13th, 2010, 08:55 AM
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i can not believe what you are going through hun!!! you are amazingly strong!!! i'm not sure how I would fare in your shoes. I'm here to offer big big hugs because there is not much else I can do!!! prayers too, lots of them!!!! i will say a big one for you tonight! power prayer!!! HUGS too!!!
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May 13th, 2010, 01:33 PM
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So sorry. What a horrible roller coaster.
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May 13th, 2010, 01:46 PM
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I'm so sorry. I really was hoping you would be done by now. I truly can't imagine how you must be feeling right now. I'm sure anger is one of them. I wish I had words that could make it easier. Just know that I'm thinking of you and praying for the best.
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May 13th, 2010, 05:14 PM
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im so sorry
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