Well ladies I have been M.I.A. for a little while. We are buying a house in Colorado Springs. We live in Cali now. His family all lives out there and honestly we are over living here. With all the traffic, smog, and rude angry people, we are ready to raise Kenna in a place where people remember the manners their mamma taught them!! Do you know how long it has been since people open the door for you or remember to say please, thank you, or have a nice day?? Grr so frustrating!! Sorry off topic lol. Our house closes on June 18th so almost 20 days till we move and we haven't started planning or packing!! I will attach the link to the virtual tour of our new house in case you guys want to see?? So with all that going on we haven't really been trying to concieve. I didn't temp or use OPK's this month just counted down the days till I usually O and we bd everyday except 2 days before I think I O'd. Oh I totally forgot I GOT MY PERIOD!!! After another round of Provera I went back for a follow up on the LEEP. I told my Dr. I still haven't had a period and she said REALLY?? And when she did the exam she was like umm is this normal and held up one of those q-tip things with lots of brown blood. I said no not at all. She said its the start of my period and to count it as CD1. I was so excited till I got home and realize that was all I had stopped bleeding
. That was May 4then, on May 5th I felt a gush and was never happier to see AF!! Fastforward to CD 14, 15, 16 I should O around these days and had bad O pains but no EWCM grrr!!! But wasn't about to let a good egg go to waste. Celena had me thinking about egg whites so I researched it and found a couple web sites saying it worked the very first time they tried it. So I tried it I used it on May 19th the second day of O pains and when I had a feeling I was O'ing even if though was no EWCM. And again the next day. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be and honestly DH didn't notice the difference I told him after and he was kinda grossed out but I reminded him he really wants another baby lol. A few days after O'ing I started having bad cramps. 4DPO I went ATVing on some really bumpy roads after I got off I was cramping really bad but no bleeding. The cramps and lower back pain hasn't really stopped. Then at 7DPO I was checking my CP and my CM my CP was really high like almost couldn't reach it high but feels hard? And when I looked at my CM it was EWCM with red blood in it. DH and I feel frisky when he comes home soon after and we BD I am spotting light pink and brown. The spotting has gotten alot less now I only notice it everyonce in awhile when I wipe or check my CP & CM. Can this be implantation bleeding? I have never had it before with my other pregnancies! I don't want to get my hopes up but what else could it be still cramping but not as bad as when AF comes it is now 3 days later and no AF and the bleeding is now brown and really scant. Also have had bigger boobs they are also sore. I have also noticed my chest has tons of dark blue veins all over it. But no other symptoms. I felt flushed today so I took my temp it was 99.35. I'm not sick and was resting so I'm confused? I have tested at 7, 8 and 9 DPO and
if it was implantation wouldn't I get a
by now. The $ store tests had really light pink lines once they dried but those don't count. Took a FRER this afternoon but hadn't held my pee and not FMU. I feel like this is it. But don't want to get my hopes up. What do you TTC gurus think? I don't know what I would do without you ladies. You all are so smart and so caring. I'm glad I found you all!!
And now for the virtual tour of the new house!!
5275 Bluestem Drive Colorado Springs CO
Thanks for readng all this I appreciate any thoughts you ladies may have!!
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oooooh I would be uber excited!
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