Ok so here it goes! As I have said before we are ttc#4a4l!!!! My most recent mc was in oct/nov 2009. I had found out I was pg along with 2 really good friends. We were all due with in a week of eachother. They are both due on July 11, and I was due the next week. Well, I mc'd and they are still pg, and fixing to have their precious babies! It is number 3 for both and have never had any problems. Good for them, but makes me feel like I am doing something wrong! So, on our 8th cycle of ttcal is where we are now, cd 31. I am not a normal cycle gal, so it is hit or miss but the longest my cycle has been is 32 days. So that would have me starting tomorrow. I tested last night and it was negative, I was really hoping to be pg by the time my friends have their babies, I am excited for them but it is kinda bittersweet. I thought maybe if I was pg by then, it would help me be happier for them instead of dwelling on the fact that I should have a baby in my arms to.
this is what I want to do when they call and tell me c-section is already scheduled, and the other one should be induced on a certain day!!! I feel bad for feeling this way, and I have tried to grin and bear it but it is so hard!!!! Sorry I just needed to vent, and obviosly since it is about two of my good friends that I generally vent to, I had no where else to turn!!! Thanks ladies
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Vent here whenever you need to. That's how I feel about my friends' pregnancies.
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