Approaching O I think..

ldovey83 · #1 June 15th, 2010, 07:10 PM

I think I am approaching O time... I don't do anything but temp and my temps finally started moving around.. They were flat lining after I stopped bleeding.. I am getting so depressed.... Part of me knows I need to wait this cycle, but part of me wants to chance it, and then another side of me is screaming are you stupid you aren't sure what is causing you to miscarry and you can loose this one too.. I don't think I could handle a forth miscarriage.. I am just so torn.. I am having to admit that there is something obviously wrong cause you aren't suppose to miscarry every time.. I'm sorry ladies.. Seeing my friends new babies just has me kicking myself with anger right now.. Why won't anything work right for me?

tobi4 · #2 June 15th, 2010, 07:29 PM

We are here to listen hun. I would feel the same way, Im sure. Sometimes our hearts and our heads dont really agree do they? Anyways, i just wanted you to know Im praying for you. ~Hugs~

lex1078 · #3 June 16th, 2010, 06:47 AM

You should really try and hold out until you get some answers. I know the waiting is torture, but it will be easier in the end if you have some answers. I'm stuck in the waiting world for our IVF. I don't start until my next AF and I've got about 3 weeks for that. Part of me wants to say F*** it and try this month, but if I have to go through another loss, I might just crawl into a ball in the corner and stay there. But at the same time I would like to have a baby with out any MA. We just can't do it though. Another loss would just kill me.

Anyway, it's just my opinion about you waiting. In the long run, it is your decision and we're here to support you the whole way. Best of luck in whatever decision you make.

MeganMomof5 · #4 June 16th, 2010, 07:05 AM

(((Hugs)))) I don't know what to say except we are here for you

ldovey83 · #5 June 17th, 2010, 12:27 PM

Thanks ladies.. I havn't O'd yet but I know I should in the next 5 or 6 days.. I havn't even talked to DH but he knows we aren't preventing so it is always a possibility.... I just don't know.. I don't think I can wait till January to finally see the Dr.. I want answers now.. I don't want to have to wait another 6 or 7 months to see my Dr..