[OwensMommy25]

Well I'm 10DPO today and I did a hpt and of course it's negative. I'm so discouraged and disappointed. I just had my miscarriage in March, but I was 11w, I was almost past 3 months... I just keep feeling like I've done this all before and shouldn't have to go through the CD and DPO thing again so soon. Something doesn't seem right about it. Maybe I started TTC too soon, maybe I'm not emotionally okay yet. I'm so mad about the miscarriage still and the only thing that kept me going is thinking that I'm going to have a march baby (my mom and I were both born in march) and I was so excited to add another family member to the march list. SO now I'm very disappointed.

I know I could still be pregnant, but I don't feel it.... I feel lost, I don't WANT to try anymore... I don't want to feel desperate. The babies I lost in March, It was an OOPSIE pregnancy, but now, after having that feeling again, I want it back...

We were originally going to start ttc this month after my son was born, so I never really expected to be pregnant by now, I thought we would start trying this month and be pregnant by september(our sons first birthday)

I know this is kinda a rant, I'm just disappointed and discouraged.

[MomtoCTSK]

Hugs, I am sorry. TTC after a loss brings so many emotions and I think a lot of us feel this way. I hope that things work out this time and it was just to early to test.

[funnygal]

Hugs, I'm so sorry. I totally understand how you feel though. I lost my baby at 17 weeks back in December, and I often think how I should be enjoying a newborn right now, not back in the same ttc groove that I was a year ago. Each month is so frustrating, I want it so bad, and it hurts, and reminds me of what I lost.

The hope of another baby keeps me going. I do believe we will conceive again... so I keep on, even though it is emotionally draining.

I hope you're surprised and get your bfp after all this month!

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS.... I know it is hard... But it has only been 3 months... Your body might need a little more time to get back on track. I know it is frustrating. You want the BFP the first month.. Sometimes it takes longer... Just hang in thier.. HUGS

[MamaRN]

((HUGS)) I am sorry that you are feeling discouraged but I totally understand wanting to be PG right away again and then not wanting to ride the TTC rollercoaster at ALL anymore... it's so hard.


I hope you get your BFP soon.

[*MomofO&Nat*]

Big hugs! I know how frustrating it can be. You feel cheated, robbed and angry. And the only thing that might make it feel better sometimes seems to be a BFP. Every month is such a let-down, I know! I really hope next month is it for you, but it may just be taking your body a bit longer to re-adjust again.

[aitch]

I think I remember our losses were at around the same time and if it's any help, I've had exactly the same feelings as you. They come, go, then return full force. It's so hard when you feel like you're living between TTC and the TWW.

You'll get there and we're all around in the mean time.