[Celena]

I had concieved our babe due in march 23rd, 2010... our first pregnancy together which devastatingly ended in our first loss together. I'm feeling pretty down and right about now being 12dpo I'm not super hopeful on getting a bfp. Perhaps it's just the memories, the feeling and still grieving... altho I haven't beent thinking about it allot either, we've been going doing stuff and staying busy. We've bd'd SO MUCH this month that I would've sworn for sure I would get that bfp and bittersweetly due in March 2011, hopeful things would come full circle...

There was no goal, no expectation to get pg and due in March... it's just a dream and a wish.

A bit of a debbie downer today, hoping to perk up soon!

As for DH, he convinced I'm pregnant... he says he just knows it. He's trying to convince me of it silly. Says I have to believe for it to be real, if only it were that simple

[ohnicole]

Huge hugs, Celena. I am in the same boat- my EDD was March 31st, 2010. So last year at this time was when my DH and I were conceiving our lost LO, too. It is a rough time. Who would have ever thought that we would come this far without getting our sticky BFPs??? I hate thinking that, but I can't help it.

The TWW is always a down time for me, too. I convince myself that it's not going to happen and it's hard. I hope that you find some ways to stay positive (and keep busy!!). I don't know what else to say because it just sucks to deal with TTCAL for so long (and with additional losses to add to your wounds, it must be absolutely horrible).

We are here for you! And we will get our sticky BFPs!!!!

[MeganMomof5]

(((Hugs)))

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS... Celena... I a have been thinking about you! HUGS.. I am still holding out hope that this is your month!!!! I feel it is coming! I feel it!

[hubshope]

I'm sorry, Celena! (((big hugs))) I hope you hubby is right and you will get a BFP this month. My hubby always has "just known" with ours and always been right, so maybe yours is too. I understand your pain...we conceived last July so we were due in April, but I've never gone past 37 weeks, so I would be having a lo in my arms right now if he/she had stuck. It's an awful feeling to know what you should have, and to not understand why it was taken away!

[missy123]

((Hugs))... It is hard to believe when you get let down so much. ((Hugs)) I hope Andre is right!

[KAB]

Oh Celena I hope your DH is right and this is going to be your month! I'm sorry it's been a whole year for you. It's just not fair that you try so hard and have to wait so long. Your sticky bean is coming soon, I just feel it also!

[funnygal]

Oh, I hope this is your month!! I've had 2 March due dates, and didn't make either one of them, and I would so love to like you said, "come full circle" and try again. Good luck - your chart looks great!

[ldovey83]

Celena I wanted to offer you hugs.. I went through the same thing.. Unfortunately it didn't end the way I wanted it too but getting that BFP on my 1 yr angelversary made my day even if it was short lived.. Good luck hun.. We are all rooting for you..