[mommie2many]

Im sorry Ive been MIA the last few months. I guess I just needed a break away. DH and I are STILL TTC, it seems like it will never happen for us. But then again between my 2 m/c was 18 months. I really want to have another baby but Im scared that if I get pg again I will lose another baby. Im tired of trying over and over and over again and nothing happening. I really thought Id be pregnant by now.

Sorry for the blah post.

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry you have been TTCAL for so long. It is awful

Have you had recurrent loss or IF testing? I know the 'norm' for recurrent loss testing is 3 losses, but with so much time between pg, it might ease your mind if you could find a doc who would do the testing now so you could be more confident about your next BFP.

We're here for you!!

[Celena]

Hey there Chantel!

It's nice to hear a little update from you even though it's been a while... it's always good to hear from ya. I'm sorry that it's taking a toll on you with the length of time. Tell ya it has here too, but we've been trying to take a different approach.

Ya never know these emotions could be stemming from somewhere?@

[ldovey83]

I am sorry hun.. I know how you feel... I wonder the same thing sometimes. HUGS you will be in my thoughts and prayers.. Hang in there.

[mommie2many]

I know the Dr did a whack of BW way back when and everything came back fine. Just dont remember what everything was. lol

Today I felt a lil crampish on the side. But then again who knows.