It's over

Momo · #1 July 14th, 2010, 01:18 PM

I got my beta back from yesterday and it was only 14.7. It was 49 on the 6th.

I'm heartbroken. I don't understand. We weren't even trying but we had bd'd without protection on Father's Day. This was our little Father's Day present.

And now this little one is gone. I'm so sad. I see my doctor on Friday. I don't know what we'll do as far as TTC goes. Part of me wants to start trying right away and another part of me just wants to wait. Now I just want to stop cramping and bleeding. How long will it go on?

happymommy2010 · #2 July 14th, 2010, 01:25 PM

Terribly sorry! I know so many of us have been there and there is nothing any of us can say to take away your pain!!! T&P!

luvmykids623 · #3 July 14th, 2010, 01:58 PM

I'm so so sorry for your loss!

missy123 · #4 July 14th, 2010, 03:10 PM

I am so sorry for your loss... I wish I could hug you and take away your pain. From the minute we see that BFP it is immediate love, a mothers love. It will get easier - I promise. But for right now take things hour by hour.

We are here for you. Feel free to vent away. I know that JM was my sanity during my loss. There is nothing you can say that we haven't done/felt... ((Hugs))

brandimomof2 · #5 July 14th, 2010, 03:46 PM

Oh I am so sorry. You will be in my prayers. I hate to see anyone go through this. So so sorry.

markswife · #6 July 14th, 2010, 04:09 PM

I'm so sorry to hear this. I used cytotec with my m/c in February and I bled for about five days. It was like a heavy period but lots of extra cramps due to using the cytotec. To me that was the worst part. The bleeding wasn't bad at all. I hope the physical part will go quickly so you can get to the emotionally healing part. Again, I'm so sorry for your loss.

sweetgirl51305 · #7 July 14th, 2010, 04:51 PM

I'm sorry for your loss! I bled for about 5-7 days total with my 1st m/c and then 14 days for my 2nd (I bled brown a full week before I lost it). I hope you start feeling better too. It's hard. But we're all here to listen if you need to vent. GL

BeccaM · #8 July 14th, 2010, 05:34 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. BIG HUGZ!

~InHisHands~ · #9 July 14th, 2010, 07:09 PM

I am so sorry for your loss!

One thing that really helped me after mine was a Bible study... Threads of Hope, Pieces of Joy.

mary30 · #10 July 14th, 2010, 07:21 PM

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby.. With the miscarriage that I just had last month(June 6th) I bled for 2 weeks. Today I finally started my period... Big hugs..

Momo · #11 July 14th, 2010, 07:31 PM

Thanks for your support. And thanks for the suggestion Amanda. I am leaning on Jesus during this time, or trying to. I do know he is holding me right now and my little one and I take comfort in that.

MomtoCTSK · #12 July 14th, 2010, 07:37 PM

I am so sorry to hear this

HUGS!!!!! I bled for about 7 days.

dreamer10 · #13 July 15th, 2010, 01:35 AM

I am so sorry. Hang in there and know you always have support from those of us who have walked this road. Allow yourself to cry and be sad...you need to. It will get easier, but for now just let yourself be sad. I am so sorry again!