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July 15th, 2010, 05:53 PM
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*** Back from tests. Had a mammogram and a sonogram. NO Cancer!!!!
They still dont know what is wrong. I may have to have more tests, possibly a surgery to look at my ducts, but it's NOT CANCER!

So the other day, after have fun time with the hubby, I noticed a little speck of blood on my nipple. I expressed and blood came out, I really didnt think anything of it, maybe it was a scratch...
The next day I forgot all about it until the afternoon, when I lightly squeezed and more blood came out. I got more worried. Then I hit the internet. BIG MISTAKE.
It seems blood coming from one nipple is a sign of breast cancer. I went to ob today, who did not comfort me much. She said she has not seen this in someone who is not nursing. And that YES, it is a sign of cancer. Though the good news is that it is only cancer 10% of the time. I have it on my side, that NO ONE in my family on either side has ever had cancer.

With some scrambling I got an appt for a mammogram and ultrasound tomorrow morning.

I am a wreck. I have a barely controlled panic attack disorder, that has been out of control the last 2 days. I was in the ER last night with a pulse of 150.

I keep trying to remind myself 90% of the time this is NOT cancer. But I am scared to death. If you don't mind, please pray for me tomorrow.
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July 15th, 2010, 06:05 PM
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Oh, I am so sorry you are going through this, how scary! I hope all goes well tomorrow, keep your chin up and try to relax as much as possible. (I know, easier said than done). Do you have any zanax or anything to help you with your panic attacks? Praying for you girl! (((Hugs)))
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July 15th, 2010, 06:05 PM
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Thinking and praying for you. I hope that everything turns out normal.
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July 15th, 2010, 06:14 PM
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I imagine that you are very scared, even without a panic disorder, I would be freaking out as well, hun. Blood from your nipple... Ill for sure be saying a prayer for you tonight. Please keep us posted.
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July 15th, 2010, 09:38 PM
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I'll say a prayer for you, KUP.
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July 16th, 2010, 08:32 AM
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I will be thinking about you today I hope your appointment goes well.
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July 16th, 2010, 08:41 AM
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Good luck honey!! I'm hoping that it's something like a burst cyst or a non-cancerous mass if anything!
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July 16th, 2010, 09:18 AM
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Oh wow how scary.. I will be saying lots of prayers for you.. Hang in there and try to stay calm until you get answers.. Do keep us posted on what you find out...
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Oh no! Praying for you now...
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July 16th, 2010, 09:54 AM
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I'm so sorry you're going through this! You're in my thoughts and prayers!
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July 16th, 2010, 10:47 AM
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Glad to hear it isn't cancer. That stinks about the surgery. Hopefully if you have to get it done it won't be too painful.
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July 16th, 2010, 11:44 AM
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PHEW! What a relief that it isn't cancer!
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July 16th, 2010, 11:50 AM
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Yay, so glad it isn't cancer!
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July 16th, 2010, 02:26 PM
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Oh that is so great!!! I am sure you feel so much relief. Hopefully its just nothing. So glad its not cancer.
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July 16th, 2010, 02:33 PM
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What great news that it's not cancer!
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I'm so glad it isn't cancer!! I hope they are able to figure out what is going on, and that it's nothing serious! You must be so relieved!
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