Hello Ladies!!
Well we have finally moved to Colorado and are finally settled. It has been a terrible couple of months but am hoping for some light at the end of the tunnel soon. After we had packed up our townhouse in Cali and were halfway to Colorado, we got the call that the loan was not going through the private mortage insurance wasn't going to insure it. But we had hope we would find someone else to insure us. Long story short almost 2 weeks later we ended up being insured by the people who first said no and we finally closed and were allowed to move in. Thank goodness because I LOVE my mother in law but 6 grown adults in a 600 sq foot house with 2 rooms and 1 bathroom was getting way to crowded. A few days before we closed though I was having bad pains on the top of my stomach it lasted all night by morning my MIL saw me and woke up DH as I was crying and withering on the floor. I seriously thought it was acid reflux!! ER trip and some answers come back I have gallstones and need surgery. Had surgery the next afternoon went home that night in bad pain and a cloud of heavy pain meds. Next morning couldn't keep anything down, call the surgeons office, and they call in some anti nausea meds. Can't even keep that and the water down. Another ER trip. Admitted into the hospital for pain management, dehydration, and possibly another surgery if it keeps up. Finally realeased 2 days later. And get to come home to our new home!! My SIL's baby shower was the next day. I made the effort to go even though 1. I was in pain and 2. She is due exactly a month before I was suppose to be due.

. But I wanted to support her. During the shower I realized I was a day late and started panicking. JUst in the TWW alone I have had surgery, been severly dehydrated, didnt't eat for days on end, and had some hard core pain meds. Now out of all months couldn't possibly have been our month. Went home and tested on a FRER. Sure enough within seconds 2 lines. It was a bittersweet moment because I wiped and realized I was bleeding. Of all times to be blessed why this month? We lost that baby the next day. It just wasn't meant to be. So now on to this month.
I am determined to get preggo again!!! I have googled day and night for something anything and ladies I think I found something. Has any heard of Lydia Pinkham. Please google it!! Many many woman have taken her suppliment in either pill or liquid form and have gotten their BFP the following month. Some after months even years of TTC. Some even had Medical Assistance fail but got pregnant a month after taking it. And many woman will say their mothers gave it to them or their grandmothers took it to get pregnant. Its seems pretty amazing. I am all for trying it and wanted to share. If anyone deserves BFP's its you ladies. I ordered mine off of ebay for $18 with shipping. It should be here soon. And seeing as how AF showed yesterday I'm all for giving it my all this cycle!! I will say it is marketed for PMS. And if you do take it you can only take it till you O. If not it can cause an early miscarriage. After reading of so many woman taking it and it helping them get their BFP, I hope all of us can add our success stories to theirs too!!