[Momo]

I posted a few weeks back when I was losing my baby. My heart is still raw but I want a baby so bad. It doesn't help that a few days ago my dog, who was 10, died while I was home alone with the kids and some of their friends. It's been a very hard couple of weeks. I've lost two dear members of my family.
But I've been given the go ahead from my endocrinologist to start trying again. I had to wait on some results from a few tests as I have high blood calcium. Still don't know why I do but hopefully it will drop back down.
I am excited and terrified to ttc. I want to get pregnant but I know I will be so scared when I am.

[ldovey83]

I do remember your post and I am sorry to hear about your loss and the recent loss of our dog.. HUGS!! Good luck with starting to ttcal.. WE are all here for you..

[~InHisHands~]

& Our dog of 15 years died Monday night too! GL!

[stargatemommy]

I am sorry for your losses. Good luck with ttc though.

[Christina33]

So sorry to hear about your losses. Good luck with everything you'll be going through in the coming months.

[ryans girl]

Keep your head up. I lost my baby june 2nd of 2009 and i am now almost eight months preg. I was scared too but when you do find that you are preg again just relax and enjoy because every pregnancy is different and keep your thoughts positive. No sense being upset if nothing bad has happened was my theory. Dont get me wrong i was scared but i had to discard negative thoughts and just keep on truckin. Time will help heal. Remember, you wont feel this way forever. Good luck.

[TTCin2010]

So sorry for your losses. I lost my little bean on July 2nd, and my grandma passed away July 7th. So I know what you mean with the back to back losses. We've been giving them go ahead to start again as well. Just waiting for AF to rear her ugly head. Good luck.

[BeccaM]

I am so sorry about your losses... We are here for you. I wish you the best with TTC and I hope your stay with us is short and you get that BFP very soon!!

[~LaurenNoel~]

I am very sorry for your losses. These ladies are great, so you can find a a lot of support here.

[luvmykids623]

I'm so sorry for your losses! I hope you get your sticky bfp quickly!

[ohnicole]

I am so sorry for your losses. I hope you get your sticky BFP soon, and that the ladies here can give you some support.

[Halfbaked]

I remember we both lost our little ones the same day. I'm new here too but hoping to join you in TTC when AF gets here.

[Momo]

Thank you all for the warm welcome. I just miss my little baby so much. I am thankful for my two children but it doesn't take away the pain of loss, the deep hole my little Faith left behind in my heart. Before I lost her, I tried to be as understanding as possible with my friends and family who had gone through a loss but I had no idea the depth of pain that accompanies a miscarriage. So many random things trigger my grief throughout the day. But I know another child is waiting for me so I have to look ahead while I hold the memory of my darling baby in my heart.
Hopefully af will get here in another week or so!

[Celena]

Momo,

I'm very sorry about your loss of your little one. It's not easy not once, or more times. It's something most people can't and don't understand unless they themselves have been thru it. I'm sorry that you're joining us here, but I hope that you can heal quickly and there's much hope, promise in your future with a healthy sticky bean.