Hahaha, so here I sit and I'm convincing myself that this HAS to be the cycle. There's no way we're not getting pregnant this cycle and I darn near expect to get a bfp this cycle. Then my thoughts dribble over to waiting to test until the day AF is due...

who am I kidding?! Again, I wish I could just wait until she was due and then not have those disappointing evaps or bfn's prior. As much as DH and I have been busy I can't imagine that we wouldn't achieve our dreams this cycle. I think now out of any our love life has been more passionate than it has in years and sometimes I wonder if that will increase our chances... oh how my mind bounces all over the place.
However that shred of doubt enters with my left tube being blocked that it's going to be a hinderance and that's the side I think I'm o'ing from... but who knows! Maybe it's not that side, maybe it's my right side or BOTH.
I do have to say I've dropped 10lbs within the past couple of weeks... it's weird, perhaps it's the soy? It's ALL the soy's fault at this point for good or bad!
Well I need to get to bed, I just got home 12:30am took my meds and am trying to get sleepy... being on here isn't going to help that LOL. I'm ready to not cook for a living!