[.:Shortcake:.]

So I'm saying sorry ahead of time for this rant! DH and I did EVERYTHING that we were supposed to. I know that this was the first cycle after the Laproscopy/HSG/ Removal of Endo but seriously!?! It has been 1 1/2 years since I lost my son. I've had 3 other early losses since then and I'm just so fed up. Everyone keeps saying "your young, it will happen." Well yes I am young but I have PCOS & Endo and I'm not like some people. DH can't just look at me and I'll fall pregnant. I'm super frustrated right now. I just am at the point of giving up. The doctor told me that the first 6 months after the surgery are the best to get pregnant but right now I'm finding everything too much. DH and I celebrated our 2nd wedding anniversary this past weekend, and we both feel cheated. That a part of our relationship is missing and it shouldn't be. Sorry for the downer/rant ladies.

[TTCin2010]

I am so sorry..Its hard to sit around and watch everyone else get pregnant. I will say that I got my BFP two months after my lap. fingers crossed..

[Halfbaked]

I'm so sorry hon. I wish there was something I could do to make it all better. I hope it will happen this month for you.

[MeganMomof5]

(((Hugs))) I'm sorry

[msshamis23]

I'm sorry honey! Stupid evil witch!

[Pitridge]

I'm sorry.......I just wanted to send some

[BeccaM]

MASSIVE HUGZ!! I am so sorry the showed. I/we all feel your pain. I see a BFP in your future - next cycle!!

[Celena]

Katie I'm sorry sweetie!

I cannot say that I know exactly, exactly, (yes I mean that 2x's) how you feel, but that I can totally understand your vent/rant, frustration, exhaustion... I'm glad that your doctor is so very optimistic post-surgeries. I've heard that as well afterwards those procedures and I'm praying that it happens sooner than later. Sometimes we expect it to be an instant fix when it may take a cycle or 2 or 3 post the surgeries.... I can say that I expected to get pg immediately after my HSG because how much they hyped it up to me as well. However, deep down I think that you have wonderful chances after that but I'm so sorry that AF showed. Please know that you're always in my prayers and in my heart, that I have great feeling that you will get your bfp, super sticky bean honey.

Hope we can both graduate together into May DDC or any DDC for that matter!

Please let me know if there's anything I can do for you sweetness! I love you Katie!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Thank you ladies so much for your support. I'm usually hopeful and keep my spirits up but yesterday just got to me. Today I'm at peace. I'm starting my clomid tomorrow, and although I'm not ready for the side effects again I'm willing to do anything to get pregnant again and with a sticky bean. I love you ladies. And Celena thank you so much! Love you girl!

[tobi4]

Katie, I absolutely LOVE your siggy. Incredible.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Awww thanks hun! If you would like a siggy I'd love to make you one

[~Lynda~]

there are so many of us feeling very low lately!!! i'm sorry you are going through it too - HUGS!!! i know how badly it can swallow you sometimes! i try to keep as busy as possible so that continuing on with this journey doesn't seem overwhelming. some days are better than others! i just wanted to offer you a big hug and tell you that you are not alone!!!!

[tobi4]

Originally Posted by .:Shortcake:.

Awww thanks hun! If you would like a siggy I'd love to make you one

You are the sweetest! Thank you, I may just take you up on that!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Lynda thank you so much hun!

Tobi just PM me if you would like a siggy

[~InHisHands~]

I so completely understand where you are coming from. I HATE that when people say oh you're young... That's as bad as just relax!

The only thing I can say is lean on God. He will get you through this though it can & will be a tough road at times.

[ohnicole]

Huge hugs, Katie. I'm glad you are starting to feel a little better, but there is no getting around how hard this can all be. I hope this is your cycle!