[tobi4]

During our 2 cycles of taking a break from TTC, I had so much going on! The 2 moves (we are settling into our new home, tons of work!) and our visit with my sisters family, all went wonderfully. Now that the 'break' is over, Im having horrible anxiety about TTC. I have charting pretty well figured out, Im taking my prenatals for the folic acid, we have preseed and Im using the CBEFM. Im calling tomorrow to make an appointment with the fertility clinic. I am soooo scared. What if it doesnt work? What if it does work and something goes wrong again? And so on ...
My sisters littlest one is 10 months old. I had the most amazing time with him. I loved him to bits. I went to get him up from his nap, and he looked up at me with the sweetest little smile. My heart hurt, I stood with him, just holding him, crying for all that we lost. I loved having him here (all of them, too) for those 2 weeks.
Anyway, Ive missed you all, Ive been checking in occasionally, but we have been so busy! I cant wait to catch up with everyone!

[Celena]

Tobi I'm glad you're back honey and I'm glad everything went so well!

[aitch]

Glad to see you back!

Try not to go through all the "What-if's", it'll drive you crazy. I know, I'm doing it constantly!

[BeccaM]

Glad to have you back Tobi! We missed you!!