[Celena]

Wel first thing that has popped in my head was something I haven't mentioned wehn I had the HSG done was that she found growth or scar tissue built up on one side of my cervix which is concerning. She didn't feel that it has had any effect on our pregnancies. But I still wonder what adverse effects it could have.

All therse meds I have to talk for the fibromyalgia severe pain, neuropathy all monitored by 4 different dr's and fortunately they all work together on what I can or are taking. Huge relief there, but I still have my reservatiom about taking anything,,,,, so I do but ver limitrd. I'm going to finish this later when my thoughts are a bit clearer

So what put's me at peace with the medications is that the Perinatologist researched them all and my dosages, she said they're all safe and even more so because I don't take full doses. BUT, she added another 2mg's of folic acid so 4mg's total to prevent birth defects... which I take religiously.

I'm really kinda curious as to why and what would be on the inside near/on my cervix adn why is there adhesion or scar tissue there

[missy123]

Hi Celena,

Just sending you big hugs!

[dreamer10]

I would be concerned too if I were you. Hang in there and just make sure your bringing all of this up to the RE, which I am sure you already are....hang in there!

[tobi4]

Hey Celena! Are you ok hun? Wishing you well as always .. ~hugs~

[ohnicole]

Celena, I hope you're doing all right! Sending hugs your way

[MeganMomof5]

(((Hugs)))

[Pitridge]

[KAB]

I hope you're doing ok Celena.

[ohnicole]

Celena, it wouldn't hurt to bring your concerns up to your RE again. It sounds like you have some valid questions, and if your RE would brush them off again, maybe you could talk to your OB or GYN about it.

It sounds like you have your bases covered with the medications, though! Your future rainbow babies are lucky that you are such a thorough momma!

[Celena]

I'm sure all the fricken stress and the weight of the world stuck on my shoulders makes it this way at time...

DH is being indecisive right now about TTCAL, it sort of has me pissed off perhaps because I feel like I have so mach faith it's going to happen soon and he's just giving up. He complains about what our ages would be at what points, how he wants to "go place" the costs, etc.... I have considered it all, I like to plan ahead and be prepared.... so it just comes across as a bunch of lame excuses... he's having fears again of something were to happen he wouldn't know what to do with himself, much less for me. But it's worth it, taking this journey for our BABY our RAINBOW!

I want this so much and I feel like we're sooooo close it's not time to give up or take a break yet

[~InHisHands~]

I know what you mean sorta... all I've been though a sane person I think would be giving up by now but I see it as Satan attacking. We are almost there & I'm not giving up unless the Lord tells me to stop. Follow the Lord, He won't lead you wrong.

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry that DH is feeling uncertain right now It always gets so frustrating when we are so 100% all the way invested in TTCAL, so much that it becomes our whole lives, and DH just doesn't seem to be in the same place. I am sure you two will work it out, though, and that you will have your rainbow baby!

[tobi4]

I hope what your DH is feeling is just one of the lows that are so common when ttc, I think most of us have the highs and lows, moments of indecision that have us wondering about a hundred different little things. I hope that through sharing his concerns with you that he will be able to move past them again. Good luck Celena, you WILL get there hun!

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS... I understand your fears... and I would bring it up to my Doc.. and just find out what the growth or scar tissue means.....

As for your dh... HUGS... I went through that with my dh.... I think they look at things different than us. It will work its self out!! HUGS!