[Celena]

I looked at my "pregnancy tracker" on Fertility Friend and it said 37 weeks. I cannot believe that I would be considered term right now had I of not had an ectopic pregnancy... if it were in the *right* place.

It's ok, I'm not bawling or anything like that it is saddening but at the same time I'm at peace in some small way. It's just sorta a shock at how quickly the time has passed and where I would be right now. It's time to let it go as much as I can and try to look to the future being optimistic as I can.





So I say this right now, but who knows where my emotions will be in 5 minutes

[ohnicole]

I'm sorry the past and what could have been keep creeping up on you, Celena. It never really seems to get easier. Hopefully the future will bring more than enough happiness to make up for it.

I also saw that you and Andre just had an anniversary! I hope you did something fun to celebrate!

[tobi4]

I know how you are feeling hun. I was just saying the other day that I should be planning my maternity leave for next month, instead of just hoping we get a bfp. I cant think about it for too long, cause it makes me cry. Whether we like it or not, we have to move forward, right? Anyways, I just wanted to send you hugs! ~hugs~

[MeganMomof5]

(((Hugs)))) it's really hard...I had a hard time after Ella's loss, and it actually got better after her due date...I now think of how old she would of been, but I actually don't think that as much as I did while I should of still been pregnant...I hope it gets better for you...I would of been 35 weeks tomorrow with my 2nd loss and 12 with my last, almost out of the first trimester

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs love! Praying for you! You are way past due for your sticky bean! I see you getting it soon.

[*SamF*]

Hugs!!!

[Celena]

I appreciate you ecah and every one I'm glad to have y'all here, but not at the same time... it's time to evict everyone!

Hoping next month isn't as hard as I expect it to be... All my due dates will be past, but the angelversaries still remain. Moving forward and having faith our rainbow babies are out there ladies... we can do this, we can get thru it and no one said it would be easy or fun. Here we are for the long haul

[missy123]

((Hugs))

[ohnicole]

Celena, I hope next month isn't anywhere near as hard as you expect it to be, because you're growing your sticky rainbow baby Your chart looks gorgeous!

[ldovey83]

HUGS Celena.. We all know how that feels to think of where you should be in your pregnancy and aren't.. Many many hugs to you hun...

[JessP]

As I come up on my second due date knowing Rose should be joining us my heart goes out to you hun. You know I am always here if you need to talk. I hope that you get your rainbow baby very soon and can have a wonderful 2011 with sleepless nights .