[MeganMomof5]

Just wanted to let you all know that i'm still bleeding (tomorrow is 4 weeks since my miscarriage), BUT the good news is that I haven't had a heavy bleed since Thursday...It's been very light, which I hope is a good sign...I was already hemorrhageing at this time after my miscarriage in April...I'm taking extra iron, and prenatals (not together) and i'm trying to eat a lot of food high in iron, so maybe that's helping? I also am feeling pretty good...I actually am feeling better than I have in a long time...I'm still holding a little hope that things will heal on it's own...I'm just going to keep doing all I can, and pray that things will work out...I have an appointment on thursday, and i'm just taking it one day at a time...Tonight is another pregnancy loss meeting...I don't think i'll stay if i'm the only one again, but i'm still going to go and see if anyone else shows up...This is also the first week of soccer every night of the week...I hope I survive ...I haven't been posting much because i'm finding it hard being in limbo...my baby fever is so strong, it just depresses me It's hard not knowing if i'll ever TTC again or if i'll ever have a baby again...I don't want to bring everyone down, so i'll just lurk and post every now and again for now...thanks for all the support...I will keep you all updated

[~Lynda~]

the waiting is truly the hardest part! sending you some big hugs and praying that your AF leaves you quickly!!! i am so very sorry for your losses. i know how devastating it is!!! hugs

[MeganMomof5]

Thanks, it's actually not AF...I wish it was lol...I'm having a problem with an artery in my uterus, probably damaged from having a D&C in April...It causes delayed post partum hemorrhage...I'm just hoping it doesn't hemorrhage this time and heals.

[little.lili]

I really hope that your bleeding continues to lighten up and ends ASAP!!! Sending you a lot of positive energy! I hope everything is ok in the end.

[HopefulMommy81]

Oh Megan I am so sorry you're still dealing with this, hon and I hope things continue to heal on their own. We're here for you and don't worry about bringing anyone down- we all have had times where we were down and we need support.

[ldovey83]

Megan I am so sorry hun.. I am totally with you on the not wanting to be in the limbo and wanting to concieve.. My DH dosen't want to try anymore.. I guess my hospital trips and what not were getting in the way cause that seems to be his excuse.. He dosen't want to have to explain to his job why he has to take me to the hospital again.. So I totally understand the feeling.. Hang in there.. If you need too PM me.. I am here for you hun.. HUGS!!!

[tobi4]

Its got to be a huge relief, to leave the heavy bleeding behind you. I know how scared you were when the hemmorage happened, and I imagine the fear was terrible when you started bleeding this time. ~hugs Megan~ I hope someone else comes to the meeting tonight, it would be a wonderful group, I would bet, if more people came out!

[KDD]

[missy123]

(((Hugs))) I know the feeling of not knowing if you will TTC or have a baby again... I know it all too well.

I hope you stop bleeding soon and your body heals for you. I am so sorry you are going through this.

[MeganMomof5]

I knew that I shouldn't of posted...My bleeding picked up today still not super heavy, but it picked up enough to depress me again.