[Tinley]

Hi all. My husband and I have been TTC for 2 years with 3 losses. We have our first appointment with a fertility specialist next month and have no plans to give up on having a baby. Our hearts our heavy, but we won't give up! This cycle is a bit messed up because of the PP bleeding, it lasted about 9 days instead of my usual 3 or 4. I"m not sure when to expect AF, and I don't chart or temp.

[Pitridge]

I'm so sorry to hear about all of your losses...it breaks my heart.
Welcome!
If you don't mind me saying, you and your dh are very strong people and I hope that you get to hold your baby real soon.

[ohnicole]

I'm so sorry for your losses I hope the fertility specialist can find the problem and fix it for you!

[Halfbaked]

I'm sorry for your losses. I hope they can find out what's going on and you get your baby soon.

[missy123]

Welcome to JM and TTCAL! I am so sorry for your losses. Do not give up hope, I saw that you read my thread... The doctors told me I didn't have a chance and look at me prove them wrong! With that said, again I am sorry you are going through all of this. We are here for you. Feel free to vent away, there is nothing you can say that we don't understand. ((Hugs))

[tobi4]

Welcome to ttcal, Im so sorry for your losses,. You couldnt have found a better place to share your feelings than with the women here on JM. I myself am so thankful to have found them. I look forward to getting to know you better and I wish you luck next month at your appointment.

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS, KUP on what the Dr says.... Will be looking forward to hearing...

[Tinley]

Thank you girls. This site is so supportive! My husband Chris and I have had our doubts, our ups and downs and our times of wanting to just stop to avoid another loss. It's so hard... To hold such a tiny baby and wonder what you did to deserve this. It's changed us, we're different people. We do have a lot of hope though, and we don't want to give up on this. We want this so bad. Chris and I have found a lot of things that help. After losing our first daughter, I searched the net and found so much. Stories, graphics, poetry, songs and ways to help cope. For example planting a tree, hanging stockings for Christmas. It does help. My appointment is on the 7th, I'm anxious. Nervous and excited. I just want to know if there's anything we can do to help, or if there's anything wrong so he can help us. I will update without a doubt!