[MeganMomof5]

Well I guess i'm in TTC limbo for sure till December probably...October 28th is 12 weeks from my blood test, so maybe I can try in November...As much as i'm sad about waiting, i'm kind of glad that I am now forced to wait...It's giving my body time to heal, and it's giving me time to get healthy...I'm just going to focus on being healthy and dropping some more weight...I'm now down 12lbs, and I actually weigh less now than I have in over a year...I would love to lose at least 20lbs before we TTC again...I'm also trying to think of the good points of waiting...If I got pregnant in say December, i'd be due in September...Well my son starts kindergarten in September, meaning i'd have all the kids in school, and i'd have the baby to myself, plus it would just be so much easier, just me home with the baby not having to run after other kids...I've never had that before...Life hasn't worked out like I wanted...I wanted a sibling close in age to Jack, but he's now almost 4 1/2...I also didn't want to "start over" once they were all in school...I've been waiting 11 years to be done having babies, and having them in school, so I could do something for me, school, part time job etc...I guess this just puts it off a little longer...I then hate to even jump that far ahead because i'm not even sure i'm going to have a baby...So any way, that's it for now...This is the first time in 2 1/2 years I wont be trying to get pregnant, and it's going to be hard to get used to.

[JessP]

I hope the break is good for you. I know it helps me. It helps ease some of the pain as well as heal my body. I am trying to lose 30 pounds. So far since my loss in February I have only lost 5. I am terrible at losing weight. I am so sorry for all you have been through.